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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
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Do you think that people that have successfully CTB had a more mild SI or a heightened will power to go through with it?
 
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lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
287
Can be either but the latter is more common.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,940
Probably more of the second one, I believe that many people who managed to ctb had access to a method that they felt confident in and they just got so determined to finally be free, I envy those people.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
I envy these people as well. With every green bone in my body. We all have to find a way to hype each other up to achieve that sheer will power required to finally go through with it and end our suffering once and for all.
 
cscott

cscott

Awaiting for life’s end ā˜ ļø
Jun 22, 2023
248
I think pain of living will push u past that shit eventually
 
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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
512
I agree it is probably will power over SI. I live in psychological pain every day, but not enough to over come SI, yet. I believe I know what my tipping point will be. SI will be just as strong, just my determination should be stronger. Won't know till then.
 
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Dying Knight

Dying Knight

Specialist
Sep 17, 2023
329
Do you think that people that have successfully CTB had a more mild SI or a heightened will power to go through with it?
They are kinda related. A strong motivation along with will power reduces SI. One of the best ways to train your endurance and will power is performing physical exercises where you try to do as many moves as you can.
 
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