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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
hey friends, I know I've been MIA for a while and that's due to life chaos. Like, everything is going wrong and I just can't take it anymore. So, I have most of what I need. method is SN. I will ctb either late tonite or end of next week. Gotta make sure them mousies are okay. I'm so grateful for all of you, and I will update when I ctb
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,589
I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Sending my love and best wishes
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
It looks like a very few people are wanting to help find some solutions for my situation, I will try it. Ironically I got the rest of my ctb kit today too so I guess it could go either way. I still feel 99% hopeless about life or wanting to have one
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
Like, it's really hard for me to see the point of it all. I'm not young I don't have assets and I'm basically a human disposable cup. I no longer trust or feel safe, and the brief moments I do, I end up kicking myself in the ass for it. I'm very dubious about this attempt to not ctb but I'll keep ya posted
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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V sry this awfl rly miss u vry sry cruel life make u this, hope peace any want talk here ok
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
May we find wellness
 
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day

day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
650
Thanks for all your hard work and helping maintain such a wonderful community.

Wish you the best of your travels and I hope you feel peace.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I hope you can make peace with your decision- either way.
 
AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Global Moderator
Aug 20, 2022
243
You were very kind to me when we talked, I wish life was better for you. I understand your struggle and I hope peace is coming, whatever your decision is.
 

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