leaving church before CTB

[Szarur-abi]

Well as title suggests. I really want to leave catholic church before CTB to die with my philosophy being correctly expressed. I already told everyone around me that if i die i dont want a catholic funeral, at best i would want to be buried under tree in the forest but its illegal to die the way you want XD so far go bodily autonomy. Its insane that i cant decide for my body after being deceased its plain ridiculous and tyrannical.

but my family is quite religious and i cant be sure if they will respect my will.

and act of aposthasy is quite lengthy endevour in my current state it feels impossible and everyone arround me discourages me from that. So its possible, but yea right now i cant do that.

also the fact that they opted me into catholic church when i was a newborn and depriving me of choice in this matter makes my blood boil =/

 

[fadedghost]

they won't care and will give you a catholic funeral even if it's what you would hate most, catholics are all pieces of shit who hate people who are different and just want things their way. i'm sorry, but there is zero chance you won't be given a catholic funeral.

the catholic religion is just made up, so it doesn't really matter if you stay or leave in any official capacity, it isn't real either way

sorry you are feeling bad

 

[Szarur-abi]

they won't care and will give you a catholic funeral even if it's what you would hate most, catholics are all pieces of shit who hate people who are different and just want things their way. i'm sorry, but there is zero chance you won't be given a catholic funeral.

the catholic religion is just made up, so it doesn't really matter if you stay or leave in any official capacity, it isn't real either way

sorry you are feeling bad

100% agreed. Tbh dead me wouldnt care about my funeral anyway but rn im alive so i care tiny bit. well i will try to leave this institution when i will feel better.
Being in this insitution feels like obstacle in future endevours if anything. And knowing how highest hierarchy of church protects pedophiles is absolutely disgusting. Marcel Maciel persona was enough to convince me to leave this immoral instution. Not to mention long standing opposition to sexual minority rights and initiating hate speech etc.