Last year things were finally getting better now I am going to lose everything this year

[FireFox]

Last year i was finally happy because things were beginning to get better particularly after October. Everything was going perfect for once and I thought I was going to get a happy ending.

On October I went travelling and then when I came back to the UK I got a job interview. In November I met the older man and I thought he was amazing.I had the most amazing Christmas ever . Christmas day was so fun with the family. On boxing day I went to see Avatar way of the water in 4D and it was so awesome.

In a short space of time it all went wrong first I was forced to spend the entire month of January 2023 aboard in my parents home country because of family circumstances beyond my control. So much kept going wrong in one month everyday even towards the end things still kept going wrong. My relatives in my parents home country are just complete arseholes selfish ungrateful pieces of sh*t not all but a lot of them are not great people. It was so exhausting pretending to be happy to see them. My grandmother and mother love their relatives whereas I absolutely hate them. I just be civil because I love my mother and grandmother. This month I could be fired. On Tuesday I have a review about my performance as I am halfway through my fixed term contract and i could lose my job if my employer finds I have failed to meet the standards. Already I have been in controversies and struggling as well.

2023 so much has been going wrong. This is officially the worst year.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly very awful and unfair how what we go through can very easily just get worse and life really is something that is so incredibly disappointing, it's simply just the reality of this existence. But anyway, best wishes.

 

[FireFox]

It's certainly very awful and unfair how what we go through can very easily just get worse and life really is something that is so incredibly disappointing, it's simply just the reality of this existence. But anyway, best wishes.

@FuneralCry I am frustrated because all I wanted was to live, be normal and happy.

 

[Sakura94]

UK is absolute shit hole honestly, a teen was just stabbed and people attack her family. I wouldn't be surprised if awful things happening to you weren't related to how awful UK is.

 

[downndone2]

Same here, I never wanted to see another day for almost a year after losing business, marriage, life savings, etc. I somehow pulled out for about 8 months only to be pulled back in to absolute darkness again. I've never felt ctb was the only answer so much in all my life, as I do now

 

[FireFox]

UK is absolute shit hole honestly, a teen was just stabbed and people attack her family. I wouldn't be surprised if awful things happening to you weren't related to how awful UK is.

@MizzShadows Here in the UK a mother and dogwalker called Nicola Bulley went missing. Her disappearance now has been subject to multiple conspiracy theories. The theories on social media are absolutely disgusting. People are pure evil The theories are the following:

- Her husband killed her even though the police have evidence he was working all day the day she disappeared. The fact the husband wasn't crying and breaking down on his SKY news appearance people think he killed her. I watched his appearance on chanel 5 news and it is so clear this man is devastated his partner is missing and cant explain to his kids where their mother is. His eyes show his pain and hurt. It is so clear he deeply loves his partner. Crying on tv doesn't always mean innocence. There have been missing people cases of partners and parents crying for their missing loved ones on TV and later on it turned out they killed them or were behind their disappearance all along.

- the husband and Nicola Bulley sister are having an affair and they both killed her

- Nicola bulley faked her disappearance to start a new life
- Nicola, the husband and family all colluded to fake her missing to get money and fame.
- others think she killed herself
- Many people believe think she was abducted. My mum believes this too.