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endlessmelancholy

endlessmelancholy

Student
Jun 12, 2024
143
Do you have a final wish before you ctb?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,825
I just hope that I never exist again, that's all I wish for, I only wish and hope for eternal nothingness, I hope that I can finally find peace from the cruel, futile and torturous burden of having the ability to exist, I hope that I never suffer again, I just wish to be permanently unconscious of the terrible, horrific tragedy that is existence. If it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish to disappear.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
I just hope that I never exist again, that's all I wish for, I only wish and hope for eternal nothingness, I hope that I can finally find peace from the cruel, futile and torturous burden of having the ability to exist, I hope that I never suffer again, I just wish to be permanently unconscious of the terrible, horrific tragedy that is existence. If it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish to disappear.
Eternal nothingness = Everything I could ever want and more. How amazing that would be
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
Yes. That nobody dares to "save" me.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

Mage
Jul 25, 2024
504
for people to just move on after i die
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,621
I just don't want to regret this decision.
 
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Lady Laudanum

Lady Laudanum

Here for a bad time, not a long time
May 9, 2024
873
I hope that I can make a real difference in someone's life, because then my life would actually mean something
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,206
I really hope that laws are passed ini the UK (and the tide is turning in the right -direction) to let people that are terminally ill die in peace. I don't want anybody else to suffer the way my mother did in her final days.
 
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LeBroom

LeBroom

Professional smoothie~
May 24, 2023
17
I just want everybody to find a happy life after me. My hope is that the people I still feel close to will find strength from me being gone in their life; and redirect the emotional energy, that they'd otherwise be forced to spend on my issues, inwards.
 
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esistzeit

INFINITY
Jul 17, 2024
118
I wish it to be peaceful.
 
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bringerofdestrution

Member
Aug 10, 2024
10
I wish to be forgotten so that those I love can move on quickly and in peace.
 
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Plentiful_Despair

Plentiful_Despair

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
264
I want to do it at a beautiful place, like a forest or on a mountaintop. I want it to be very silent.
 
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fatladysings

Member
Aug 23, 2024
86
I just want to SUCCEED
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,765
I hope that I can make a real difference in someone's life, because then my life would actually mean something
You can make a big difference in people's lives if you set your mind to it tho I know it's sometimes easier said than done.
Just your hope to make a difference is a big step in the right direction!
I hope it all works out for you. All the best for peace & happiness.🌹💔
 
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segasonicexe

segasonicexe

Member
Aug 20, 2024
16
I wish to just be remembered by who i actually am. When my family cries, i want it to be my actual name they wail. When they remember my face, i wish their memories distort over time and they remember a real girl there
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
I wish that my loved ones would continue living as if nothing significantly happened.
 
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