Life.Journey.Unknown

Life.Journey.Unknown

I'm not strong enough for life.
Feb 24, 2020
65
So, things are falling into place for my suicide journey. But I'm not quite ready. Yet.

I'm not an impulsive person. I like to plan things. When I shut my life down I want to be able to go without any nagging worries in my subconscious.
I don't want any last minute worries to ruin my last moments.

And I know that one thing I should sort out is a last will.
Shiiit... it's more damn hassle when I have no motivation, dragging myself through each day is a struggle.
But for peace of mind in my last moments it will be worth it.

I don't want any worries. It has to go smoothly and efficiently. I would say "peacefully" but I know that ending your life may never be entirely peaceful.
I like to use the word "efficiently". Smoothly, efficiently, without any worries or second thoughts... I'll be happy with that. Such a comforting thought.

I suppose I'm writing this/thinking out loud in case other people may feel the same.
For me this was a subconscious hurdle that had been nagging me and I need to overcome.

You may think "Why would you care, you'll be dead..."
Which is 100% true. It's just those last moments of conscious thought in my last moments of life is what I care about... I just want to think "...Everything is sorted... no worries, time to go..."
Like I said, I'm not an impulsive person and I like to plan for things.
Anyway, thanks for reading x
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you feel at peace in your last moments here.
 
Life.Journey.Unknown

Life.Journey.Unknown

I'm not strong enough for life.
Feb 24, 2020
65
Thank you, bit by bit things will get planned x

Is anybody else going to get a Last Will done? It would be nice to hear other people's thoughts x
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
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And I know that one thing I should sort out is a last will.
Shiiit... it's more damn hassle when I have no motivation, dragging myself through each day is a struggle.
I feel the same. I want to write down my last will, too.
What will you put on record?
Will you certify it by a notary public?
Where will you store your last will?
 

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