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Warkman1

Warkman1

Member
Jan 10, 2025
64
is there somthing you want to do/achive in your life before you die?
I think just to feel like I've made a difference in someone's life would be enough for me to leave this world knowing
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
226
Go on a bike tour with the love of my life. We spoke about travelling to Japan before, to attend the MotoGP and touring around the area. I'd be happy just to spend as much possible time together and let the roads take us wherever.
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Member
Jan 3, 2025
41
Go to $uicideboy'$ concert and maybe the song of ice and fire series but it's still missing 2 books :(
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
388
Send a time- delayed message to my love ones saying goodbye and telling them it wasn't anyone fault
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
369
Yah, it's astounding how many young people the world has just burned out, stomped on or just given hope these days.
Is very very sad, the younger generations than us have given up as the times get harder and bleaker, with no real leadership in sight, anywhere in the world.

Used to think I had wisdom, but i don't know anymore, the kiddos are right, in there thinking, that the world is getting darker and darker everyday.
As we are looming on the brink of WW3, what chance do they have at attaining a peaceful, meaningful and productive life.

So many want to just bow out of this existence anymore.
Truly sad indeed, when the young are not joyous and happy to be alive anymore and just awaiting death.

I remember when it didn't used to that way.
What has the world come to, when meer babies want to die.
I dont worry about WW3 much. There was the Cuban Missle Crisis before my time. But I was scared shitless with anxiety growing up in the 1980's when Reagan was president and we were on the brink of nuclear war with Russia. I would have nightmares. I guess my point is it never happened, so even though these times seem bleak, we may get through them unscathed. I think a lot of the depression in the kids comes from too much technology and social media comparisons. Gone are the good old days of playing outside and making real friends. Community is such and
important component of human existence. Anyway I attached and old pic of me in the 1970's. So happy and innocent ☺️
 

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Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
169
Such a cute picture, from better days gone by.....

Gone are the good old days of playing outside and making real friends. Community is such and
important component of human existence. Anyway I attached and old pic of me in the 1970's. So happy and innocent ☺️

I thank for reminding of the good old days, I'd much rather take that picture with me, and the good times when I was child, than the pictures I have my head right now, gonna have to dump a lot of bad memories in the last week of my life, to get the good ones back into focus.
Thank You Very Much, dust-in-the-wind
 
thronesick

thronesick

i am a hive walking
Jan 2, 2025
41
is there somthing you want to do/achive in your life before you die?
i fantasized about a bucket list that i never formed some silly things like finally meeting my celebrity crush i wanted to watch 200 good movies i've never watched before

i would've preferred to have a first kiss a relationship lose my virginity because well.. yeah. i would've liked to gotten my gpa up to make up for the a's i didn't get. to get a scholarship a better sat score.

among many other things i didn't achieve it was a trigger factor to why i should die lol


but most of all to leave having made a impact and i'm afraid that's something i won't do.
 
goredpet

goredpet

buying time on minimum wage
Jan 11, 2025
8
as simple as it sounds, i'd like to try ratatouille. it's not easy to make yourself and i haven't found a restaurant nearby that serves it, but one of the only joys i have in life is enjoying food
 
montanatype

montanatype

New Member
Nov 7, 2024
3
I'm just fed up, waiting for a miracle, but it's not going to happen, so, I don't need anything, no one, no casual sex, no drugs, I'm just going to walk away so simply, I don't need anything else.
 
Pulling a Sangwoo

Pulling a Sangwoo

Member
Jan 11, 2025
10
I think everyone should travel and see all the beautiful parts of the world (if they can) before they ctb.
 
S1_ckJoe

S1_ckJoe

Member
Nov 15, 2024
37
I always said I had to go see Gojira before I die, they're one of my favorite bands.
 
DoneWithThisLife

DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
56
Always fantasized of a dream trip to Antarctica to get up close and personal with my favorite creature, Penguins. It'll never happen since my family stole all my life savings so I'll just dream about it as I slip away.
 
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arandomname

Member
Nov 19, 2024
35
Always fantasized of a dream trip to Antarctica to get up close and personal with my favorite creature, Penguins. It'll never happen since my family stole all my life savings so I'll just dream about it as I slip away.
I have this same dream on my bucket list. Not sure how old you are or what work experience you have but you can go work there! Here's a link to vacancies in the UK

 
JesiBel

JesiBel

Harpy
Dec 5, 2024
40
I'll probably have a drawing started and I'll want to finish it. The rest doesn't matter anymore, nothing is going to change anyway.
 
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blackjack711

Member
Sep 8, 2024
31
I want to lose my virginity and live a day without pain
 
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Status_Death

Status_Death

Member
Dec 15, 2024
6
Honestly, the very last thing I want to do before going out is ruin the life of the person that ruined mine and got me to end myself. I would send every explicit image I have of them to every contact I can that is connected in some way to them. Work, parents, colleges, friends.

I love them. I miss them and I want them back so bad but I know it won't happen. But they made my life they way it currently is and I'm petty so I refuse to go down without taking them at least partially with me.
 
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justsotiredofit

New Member
Jan 7, 2025
4
I love the snow, always have. Everyone around me hates it. But the quiet, the calm, the serenity... It's what I imagine what after must be like.
I'd like to see a good a snowfall. My method I can do outside, provided I'm not too conspicuous.
So I'm thinking the next good snowfall we have, I'd like to go sit in the snow. And watch for a minute or two before doing it.
 
next2n0thing

next2n0thing

unto the heavens
Jan 12, 2025
5
i'd like to travel to around asia and see historical sites but i know it's just a fantasy at this point. if i go through w/ ctb this year, i want to at least finish the recent expansion of ffxiv as mundane as that sounds
 

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