Discussion Last Days.

[user567890]

How do you guys cope with your last day(s)? Is it not daunting that you wont be able to live anymore? To experience things? If so, how do you deal with it? Is it easier if you have/care about nobody and nothing? What if you have family that you interact with everyday?

 

[scp4514]

I don't know. I care about nobody and nothing, and I don't really feel anything related to my suicide. It's just kind of something that's looming on the horizon, something nebulously occupying my mental calendar.

My feelings on CTB are as if it's a chore. I'm stuck on the fence between "I'm not actually gonna do it" and "I guess I've got to do it now". There's no emotion attached to it, just like I feel little to no emotion about anything.

 

[user567890]

I don't know. I care about nobody and nothing, and I don't really feel anything related to my suicide. It's just kind of something that's looming on the horizon, something nebulously occupying my mental calendar.

My feelings on CTB are as if it's a chore. I'm stuck on the fence between "I'm not actually gonna do it" and "I guess I've got to do it now". There's no emotion attached to it, just like I feel little to no emotion about anything.

If you feel little to no emotion, how are you stuck on the fence? Not tryna persuade you into anything, just curious.

 

[scp4514]

Suicide feels like washing the dishes. It's something that simply needs to be done. Am I going to do it? Maybe. I could walk into the kitchen right now and take care of it, or I can choose to leave them overnight and deal with them later.

 

[user567890]

Suicide feels like washing the dishes. It's something that simply needs to be done. Am I going to do it? Maybe. I could walk into the kitchen right now and take care of it, or I can choose to leave them overnight and deal with them later.

Hmm...