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L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
Recently a member that some people might know by the name of Lamy's Sacred Sleep, or L9my, was banned
I know Lamy as one of those people who would always say the things that I wanted to say when I chose not to, and was truly devoted to helping the people of SaSu who were in need.
Lamy was active, he cared, he spoke truthfully and honestly, and in a way that truly reached you. Not just plain and grey stuff that you might see.
Anyone here who was friends with Lamy, feel free to drop some silly stories about him or just anything you want to say

I'll end this thread by dropping a song from one of his favourite genres, in honor.
We never lost L9my, because he continues on in our hearts

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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
LAMY WILL LIVE ON!!!!! JUSTICE!!!!! MY BOY DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!
 
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L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
LAMY WILL LIVE ON!!!!! JUSTICE!!!!! MY BOY DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!
He never left us brother, he just went onto live in our hearts.
We all have a bit of Lamy inside of us :heart:
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
568
What did he do to get banned?
 
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L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
I was just having fun with amy on the counting game yesterday :notsure:. JUSTICE FOR L9MY
 
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L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
I was just having fun with amy on the counting game yesterday :notsure:. JUSTICE FOR L9MY
Justice will come my friend, but as long as we remember his presence it will be like he never left
L9my lives on!
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
Yo Lamy, I was 'bout to spit some wild shit,
Talkin' spread legs, tight grip, full clit hit.
I was gon' say how I'd bend you low,
Face in the sheets, voice lost in the flow.

Talkin' deep strokes, ass in the air,
Tongue on that rim like I just don't care.
You the type I'd wreck, leave limp and sore,
Moanin' "Damien," beggin' me for more.

But hold up.
No sex.
Pure respect.

You ain't just a body, you a fuckin' soul,
A voice in the void that made all of us whole.
You said what we swallowed, kept it all real,
You spoke with fire, with bite, with feel.

You ain't just a freak, you a legend, a name,
A brother who stood tall when shit got insane.
Devoted, unfiltered, always speakin' the truth,
Upliftin' the broken, guidin' the youth.

So yeah, I could've moaned out the filth and the tease,
But this one's for Lamy, may your spirit never freeze.
You got banned, but we all still see,
You ain't gone, you're just free💔🙏🕊️

Peace Lamy❤️
 
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L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
Yo Lamy, I was 'bout to spit some wild shit,
Talkin' spread legs, tight grip, full clit hit.
I was gon' say how I'd bend you low,
Face in the sheets, voice lost in the flow.

Talkin' deep strokes, ass in the air,
Tongue on that rim like I just don't care.
You the type I'd wreck, leave limp and sore,
Moanin' "Damien," beggin' me for more.

But hold up.
No sex.
Pure respect.

You ain't just a body, you a fuckin' soul,
A voice in the void that made all of us whole.
You said what we swallowed, kept it all real,
You spoke with fire, with bite, with feel.

You ain't just a freak, you a legend, a name,
A brother who stood tall when shit got insane.
Devoted, unfiltered, always speakin' the truth,
Upliftin' the broken, guidin' the youth.

So yeah, I could've moaned out the filth and the tease,
But this one's for Lamy, may your spirit never freeze.
You got banned, but we all still see,
You ain't gone, you're just free💔🙏🕊️

Peace Lamy❤️
This is a masterpiece, I'm sure if Lamy can see this then he loves it.
keep up the love for lamy brah
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
688
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RIP to my second favorite alt account.


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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,937
I liked Lamy a lot. But I suspected he wanted to get banned by confrontations with the mods. I will miss Lamy. :)
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
He was very fun to play with in the boys vs girls counting game (which was where we first met) as he was one of the only few players that had a similar speed to me. A worthy rival. Also was a comfort to see another person with similar views on life, death and suicide to me.
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RIP to my second favorite alt account.


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wait who is your first favorite alt account?
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
View attachment 172039

RIP to my second favorite alt account.


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I am going to explain the story behind this joke as I think its hilarious and I got lamy's permission for it so....

He had an stalker ex that believed that he had many alternative accounts and so he thought lamy was also:
  • ijustwishtodie
  • me
  • The Morningstar
  • Dante_
  • FuneralCry
also maybe as well:
  • GlassMoon
  • corridor
  • EvisceratedJester
So based on their IRREFUTABLE TRUTH we are the same person and somehow haven't got caught for making alt accounts lol

(we are all actually different people and I have no idea how we all could be the same person aside from loose connections such as views on life, death and suicide, some common interest or that we interacted with each other.)
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
257
Damn! That sucks. I quite enjoyed seeing Lamy's posts and comments.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Well everyone, Lamy's ban has been lifted and can use his account again.
 
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L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
yay lamy unbanned wooooooo @L9my
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,937
Welcome back @L9my !
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

🫠
Oct 12, 2024
1,178
Don't personally know the person but AP or AD on Twitch?
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
257
Well everyone, Lamy's ban has been lifted and can use his account again.
He is forever and always. No one can keep him down.
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

😶‍🌫️
Nov 18, 2024
389
I am going to explain the story behind this joke as I think its hilarious and I got lamy's permission for it so....

He had an stalker ex that believed that he had many alternative accounts and so he thought lamy was also:
  • ijustwishtodie
  • me
  • The Morningstar
  • Dante_
  • FuneralCry
also maybe as well:
  • GlassMoon
  • corridor
  • EvisceratedJester
So based on their IRREFUTABLE TRUTH we are the same person and somehow haven't got caught for making alt accounts lol

(we are all actually different people and I have no idea how we all could be the same person aside from loose connections such as views on life, death and suicide, some common interest or that we interacted with each other.)
Wow, looking at how @Namelesa was sometimes awake all of her night and I awake during the day the alt account holder would have to be awake 24/7. Nice conspiracy theory indeed, almost proud to be a part of it /joke.

Anyway, glad to have you back, @L9my 🍀
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Wow, looking at how @Namelesa was sometimes awake all of her night and I awake during the day the alt account holder would have to be awake 24/7. Nice conspiracy theory indeed, almost proud to be a part of it /joke.
what do you mean? I totally just working on multiple computers at once did when "we" were talking to each other and playing in the counting game against "each other" adn replying and reacting on separate threads while drinking a lot of caffeine:
Pixels neon
hacker hacking GIF
 
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