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eternalbliss22
Student
- Dec 17, 2022
- 107
I keep getting pushed close to the edge, but not over. I've been harassed & gaslighted & spied on for years now. I was pushed into a mental breakdown about 5-6 years ago. I've been wronged & I've done wrong. I've tried to correct some of my wronging, but no one else will own up to theirs & make corrections. I've been purposely pushed & baited with the intent to elicit an angry response & if I do get get upset then I'm the one wrong. I can't keep living under these conditions. There are some that wish my death & I yearn for it to. I've had 2 failed attempts & I need the 3rd to be effective, problem is SI. I need to be pushed by those who wish it & pushed hard. I can't have anything positive to occur. I need the proverbial hammer to be dropped harder than ever before. Let this wasted existence to cease to exist.