Kingdom of Us

[bad luck]

I have seen this documentary a few days ago. I was quite impressed. An apparently happy family, with a father who composes songs for his children, is affectionate and smiling ... but at times, he is serious and sad. There is a scene where she starts crying on her birthday in front of her children who don't understand anything. In the end he slits his throat and a wrist and dies at the age of 51.

Has anyone seen her?

 

[Smart No More]

I will look for this. Thanks for sharing.

 

[noname223]

Reminds me of Chester Bennington. I am so glad that I do not have any children. It must be a horrendous dilemma to ctb if you have children. I would hate the responsibility.
Moreover my gens are terrible. My mentally ill sister wants to procreate and also her bf has a family with many mental illnesses. If your dad/mom ctb and you already got bad gens. I would fear the cycle would just go on.
It must be horrible to smile all day without someone knowing your demons. I have to do that too but my closest circle knows of my problems.

 

[xLosthopex]

Thanks for sharing, I needed new Netflix recommendations :)

 

[TriggerHappy]

Fucking trailer tore my heart out.
Will watch it tomorrow nite if I can.
Wouldn't make me change my mind, though.
Thank you.

 

[bad luck]

I am looking for documentaries like this. About depression and suicide. This is good. Some of her sons were born with autism and a daughter with mood problems as well.

 

[Hurt]

I don't have time for docummentaries since I want to ctb ASAP. But I would be good to watch.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Heartbreaking.....yet sweet at the same time. This man was apparently very, very important to certain people in his life and it changed them radically. This is the reason I stress so much to people the importance of giving and caring and loving. Money is just money. Stuff is just stuff. It's the ideas and memories we leave behind that become our legacy....

That said I am kind of envious of him. He was very important to certain people in his life and his passing affected that. Myself on the other hand, well, I very seriously doubt my passing will affect anything more than a few tears and some quietly mumbled words before people go back to their normal lives very quickly and forget about me....

 

[Hurt]

Heartbreaking.....yet sweet at the same time. This man was apparently very, very important to certain people in his life and it changed them radically. This is the reason I stress so much to people the importance of giving and caring and loving. Money is just money. Stuff is just stuff. It's the ideas and memories we leave behind that become our legacy....

That said I am kind of envious of him. He was very important to certain people in his life and his passing affected that. Myself on the other hand, well, I very seriously doubt my passing will affect anything more than a few tears and some quietly mumbled words before people go back to their normal lives very quickly and forget about me....

That is how I feel. People around me would cry for some days maybe and they will go back to their normal lives. I dont matter.

 

[bored_user]

That is how I feel. People around me would cry for some days maybe and they will go back to their normal lives. I dont matter.

it will always be like that. Nobody will miss someone forever, at most a few memories that after a while, will only be memories, it won't shake your day or anything else.

People are thinking bombs. The brain is a machine that makes you support, think and question at all times. Everyone has their own hell within themselves, their own purpose. What you see is often just what people want you to see. Smart people have this gift. Eventually, your quiz comes to an end and your decision comes up, be it good or bad.

Sometimes no one needs to know about our problems, especially the few people we think are innocent and kind hearted as children or even parents, because they don't need to suffer for us, carry OUR weight. Never explain your problems, be something you would never think it would be and that way, you had your decision about life without anyone getting in your way...

 

[avoid_slow_death]

it will always be like that. Nobody will miss someone forever, at most a few memories that after a while, will only be memories, it won't shake your day or anything else.

People are thinking bombs. The brain is a machine that makes you support, think and question at all times. Everyone has their own hell within themselves, their own purpose. What you see is often just what people want you to see. Smart people have this gift. Eventually, your quiz comes to an end and your decision comes up, be it good or bad.

Sometimes no one needs to know about our problems, especially the few people we think are innocent and kind hearted as children or even parents, because they don't need to suffer for us, carry OUR weight. Never explain your problems, be something you would never think it would be and that way, you had your decision about life without anyone getting in your way...

I truly wish I could havethis mindset. But genetic factors coupled with being raised by one of the kindest and most gentle of souls programmed me to be this way so no, I can't just "change" how I think. That's like asking a Tiger to change his stripe pattern. He can't. It's who he is.

 

[bored_user]

I truly wish I could havethis mindset. But genetic factors coupled with being raised by one of the kindest and most gentle of souls programmed me to be this way so no, I can't just "change" how I think. That's like asking a Tiger to change his stripe pattern. He can't. It's who he is.

I know how you feel, I was welcomed when I was little by a simply incredible soul, docile and able to help without seeing your future losses and without looking at who. I'm the same way and I believe you fit these standards. Unfortunately, people like us with a pure heart are destined to suffer, human beings understand these gestures as a "weakness", they take advantage of and despise people who practice. What I meant is that a lot of people don't share their problems and chaos because they prefer not to interfere with someone else's mind with their problems, I don't know if I can understand.