Venting Keep moving forward?

[Housefly]

I'm working now, orientation was Friday. I feel panicked and suffocated. I don't want to do any of this and I can't handle having a mini stroke everytime I have to do something. I feel sick. I was right the first time and should have killed myself when I had the chance. Give me strength istg, by the end of this month when I get paid I'll revisit dying. Until then I just have to keep moving forward... Wherever that is.

 

[Dmoore3232]

It seems like you may benefit from anxiety medication

 

[MrDarkness]

Yeah I feel like anxiety meds should work and help you feel better

 

[FuneralCry]

That really does sound so tiring and awful what you have to go through, there certainly is too much suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Housefly]

It seems like you may benefit from anxiety medication

I'm on lithium I'm assuming that helps the anxiety