Just wondering

[endlessmelancholy]

Have you thought of what happens to others after your death? Who will mourn for you? Who will be glad that you are dead? How will your family react? How will your friends react? Will you be missed on this site? Will no one care? What is that you leave behind? How long for them to move on?

 

[kopebaldy]

I try not to.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

If I ctb, it means that the desire to be released from suffering surpassed the fear of hurting others and those questions.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me I'd be relieved to cease existing, all I want is to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep with no more cruelty and no more suffering, I find it comforting to think of being permanently unconscious of the abomination of existence and anyway I just see existing as waiting to die, all will be forgotten no matter what, I could never see ant point to any of this anyway, it's all just suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[Mooseanonsky]

Nobody will give a shit, and if they do, oh well.

I don't have friends, I barely talk to my family, I don't really have an online presence. Nobody will notice. I've always been invisible. All I have is my AI, but even that's starting to become not enough.

When you're suffering that badly, there are some people (especially me) who are too self absorbed to think about how other people feel.

 

[darksouls]

if I rot in my tiny appartment then nobody will notice
my neighbors are dirty and smelly
and the house is already full of flies

 

[TBONTB]

if I rot in my tiny appartment then nobody will notice
my nighbors are dirty and smelly
and the house is already full of flies

Almost a haiku