just witnessed a CTB by train

[No_Lxve]

I saw everything, just wanted to make this thread to pay respects for the teen who seemed to be around my age (20).

for the people who decide to CTB by train. her death was instant. yet it was painful, and I don't think it would be a great method to attempt.

AMA if you guys have any questions, otherwise I would like it if you guys would just pay respects for this tragedy, her life might've sucked but at least she doesn't have to deal with this shitty world.

thank you

 

[WaffleWoman]

I hope they had a peaceful passing

 

[FuneralCry]

I admire that person's courage, now they are free from potentially decades of suffering, so fortunate to be free from this repulsive world. Suicide isn't a tragedy, only existence is, in fact I see beauty in being unable to suffer anymore. I really envy those who no longer exist as everything is insignificant to them, death erases everything for us.

 

[StolenLife]

I hope they didn't feel too much. May they rest in peace.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Rest in peace. I hope she's in a better place and I hope the people like you who witnessed it are okay.

 

[soolka]

rest in peace, hope youre okay for witnessing that <3

 

[No_Lxve]

rest in peace, hope youre okay for witnessing that <3

everything is fine on my end; I kind of have to deal with this sort of stuff anyway. (Not saying it in an edgy way)

 

[SoftWorries]

I hope you're doing okay too. It's great that you'll feeling good about it right now

 

[No_Lxve]

I admire that person's courage, now they are free from potentially decades of suffering, so fortunate to be free from this repulsive world. Suicide isn't a tragedy, only existence is, in fact I see beauty in being unable to suffer anymore. I really envy those who no longer exist as everything is insignificant to them, death erases everything for us.

i made this post for a reason, the fact that she was literally willing to do it, made me want to just pay respects for her. and your right suicide isn't a tragedy, living is.

 

[woh6]

Hope that she's found her peace. It's a very brave thing to do

 

[StaticCryBabye]

What an incredibly tragic way to depart. I genuinely hope she has found the long-awaited tranquility she sought. As for your well-being, I sincerely wish you're doing alright. Sending hugs.

 

[Dawns]

wow that's scary. hopefully she is at peace . was it gruesome/gorey? was there a crowd there and how did they react?

 

[Letgo]

May she rest in peace <3

 

[No_Lxve]

wow that's scary. hopefully she is at peace . was it gruesome/gorey? was there a crowd there and how did they react?

it was gruesome, part of her limbs was completely gone, burned off from the tracks being electric powered.

the crowd obviously reacted in a scared manner, but since I was heading to school, I realized that the train wasn't going to move any time soon, so I decided to head home.

 

[Mortadelo]

May she rest in peace, and you are well

I saw everything, just wanted to make this thread to pay respects for the teen who seemed to be around my age (F20).

for the people who decide to CTB by train. her death was instant. yet it was painful, and I don't think it would be a great method to attempt.

AMA if you guys have any questions, otherwise I would like it if you guys would just pay respects for this tragedy, her life might've sucked but at least she doesn't have to deal with this shitty world.

thank you

I can't imagine how a death can be instant and painful at the same time

 

[No_Lxve]

May she rest in peace, and you are well


I can't imagine how a death can be instant and painful at the same time

well, I'm sure if someone jumped, they would feel the impact before they hit the tracks and die from dismemberment.

 

[Letgo]

Are you ok?

 

[Lost Magic]

I can't imagine seeing someone die by train. I hope it wasn't too traumatic or anything. I know of somebody who exited this way, just not up close. I hope they both rest in peace.

 

[No_Lxve]

Are you ok?

yea everything's ok on my end. physically and mentally. thank you for asking.

Hope that she's found her peace. It's a very brave thing to do

it really is, which is why I'm making a post about her willingness to do it. thank you for the respect.

 

[Dawns]

what country was this?

 

[cgrtt.brns]

i hope theyre resting in peace now. also hope the witnesses arent too affected. glad to hear ur doing ok considering. thanks for sharing, i think this thread was a lovely way to remember them, even tho we dont know who they were.

 

[No_Lxve]

what country was this?

the USA

 

[sulli]

god i wish that were me

 

[violetchiwawa]

She's around my age too. May she rest in peace.

 

[CentreMid]

May she rest in peace. It takes a huge amount of courage to pull something like that off, and I admire her for having that kind of strength. That being said, if I may ask, how're you holding up after witnessing that, OP? Also, did anyone else see it, and if so, how did they respond?

 

[UKscotty]

She is one of the lucky ones to have escaped this insanity. I envy her and the courage she had that a coward like me lacks.. meaning I have to put up with this shit day after day.

 

[No_Lxve]

May she rest in peace. It takes a huge amount of courage to pull something like that off, and I admire her for having that kind of strength. That being said, if I may ask, how're you holding up after witnessing that, OP? Also, did anyone else see it, and if so, how did they respond?

first off thank you for having respect for her, although I don't know her, I still think it's necessary to give respect.

in terms of my emotions after witnessing that, I feel relatively fine because I know, one day I will end my life too. but not by train which is certainly a gamble. which is the reason why I'm making a thread.

there was gore, there was dismemberment but the last thing I saw was her head hitting the front window where the conductor was, and after that loud hit, the train obliviously felt like something hit the tracks and yea. I didn't hear her scream or anything. but when I saw the aftermath. I knew I had to react and not focus on what just happened but focus on just moving on like nothing happened. because what can someone do in this situation...?

in terms of the people who saw it, it was just me, since it happened fast, I was literally looking out the window where the incident happened. no one else had seen it since they were sitting far away from the window and stuff.

but when people realized what happened, they of course panicked.

that hit was hard, very hard. I didn't have a reaction, just the normal resting bitch face that I have and sighed.

 

[dwindlingfirst]

the USA

NY?

 

[just_so_done]

I hope she finds the peace she was looking for and her struggles are over. Thank you OP for allowing this community to honor her and I'm glad you're doing ok after witnessing it.

 

[unnormal9]

Right.
See? This is only thing left to do when there are no euthanasia available. I wanted to do this myself, and it's good knowing it's instant, but the limbs—I think I'll stick with the car tonight, as no trains run at that hour anyways.
The head hit the train window? Geez.