the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
I've been buzzing and I have no one to share this with. I ordered SN and got a confirmation message from the seller that they shipped. The seller seems reputable. Whether it's actually legit and gets through customs remains to be seen but for now just the idea that it's coming feels like a warm blanket wrapped around me. I teared up a little.

"Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want" by the Smiths has been playing on loop in my head all day.

a toast to small mercies
 
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Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
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I feel you. I had the same feeling when I got the confirmation message for my SN. And since I have both bags in my hands, I have gained a feeling of serenity. I know it's almost over.
 
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Lostnotfound

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
351
Its definitely a relief when you know its being shipped. That worry that you wont be able to get it is awful ... pure panic, but once you know its shipped then it all feels better. There are a lot of different reactions to having it in your hands - i hope you find it positive
 
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Fragile

Fragile

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Jul 7, 2019
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i feel you, i'm in a similar situation right now and that song is all i can think about.
 
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NotMeantForHere

NotMeantForHere

I want to go like Marilyn Monroe
Feb 6, 2020
156
I've been buzzing and I have no one to share this with. I ordered SN and got a confirmation message from the seller that they shipped. The seller seems reputable. Whether it's actually legit and gets through customs remains to be seen but for now just the idea that it's coming feels like a warm blanket wrapped around me. I teared up a little.

"Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want" by the Smiths has been playing on loop in my head all day.

a toast to small mercies
It shouldn't be confiscated by customs, it's supposed to be totally legal. What country do you live in?
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
Check CAS number and mix with blood.
 
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TVtrays

TVtrays

Member
May 6, 2019
99
I got my shipping confirmation yesterday on my SN and it's really quite comforting knowing it's on it's way. Like, whoa. it's feels so official, too
 
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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
You will on the label, just google it.

Ah, okay. Well the image of the label says 7632-00-0 but I suppose there's no way to know until it gets here. Blood test it is then!
 

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