Lost_my_soul

Lost_my_soul

No one will help you unless it benefits them
Sep 13, 2023
116
Answer in one sentence why you wanna ctb?
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
My father made me believe I am incompetent, it has been drilled into me for years, I tried to fix myself, I lost all drive to do so and now I am convinced that I am incompetent and that I will never amount to anything.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,439
Personal reasons and circumstances interesting only to me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,447
Because only not existing is desirable for me.
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
888
Humanity disgusts me to the point that even acknowledging I'm alive makes me want to CTB even more.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,969
Failure in life.
 
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SpiritualDeath

SpiritualDeath

I return to the raiding shadows of death.
Sep 9, 2023
211
life's not worth it
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,459
debilitating brain injury due to headphones he who gets hurt is stalling
 

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Done_Surviving

Student
Sep 17, 2023
105
I can't do anything right, and I fuck things up constantly. I've never been happy and I never will be so what's the point to keep going?
 
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LonelyKitten

LonelyKitten

Seeking one final escape
Aug 13, 2023
284
I failed those who saved me and am now (probably forever) stuck in the very place where I suffered childhood abuse.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Aspergers/ASD, ADHD, social anxiety, failure to launch, failed in life already, don't want to become a "real adult" or enter working world/workforce, don't see a future for myself, feel like my life is only going to get worse from this point, want to die young
Failure in life.
Same! I've already failed as well at such a young age
 
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cscott

cscott

Awaiting for life’s end ☠️
Jun 22, 2023
250
Living ain't shit
 
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x0nSS

Member
Aug 11, 2023
37
Words = lies. Life = slavery.
 
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Garboard

New Member
Sep 22, 2023
3
The state of the world, the ignorance of everyday people and the pain of others you have to ignore/the sympathy you have to lack in order to be happy.
 
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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

Cursed by God
Dec 9, 2022
314
I committed the unforgivable sin and am being punished
 
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DeadlineDialer

DeadlineDialer

Traversing the grid of death
Sep 20, 2023
55
This shit boring :zzz:
 
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ogerpon

ogerpon

^_^
Sep 23, 2023
17
I am in a lot of physical and mental pain, I'm consistently dissociating, I'm a burden to those around me, and I don't want to suffer needlessly
 
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Bluebunnysky

Member
Jan 15, 2023
69
Made too many mistakes which left me both physically and psychologically damaged. I live with nasty mental chatter and depressive thought patterns that start the moment I wake up and continues until I go to bed. All. Day. Long. It's exhausting and I'm so tired. I feel like I'm being tortured
 
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jussrav

jussrav

Experienced
Sep 9, 2023
237
I am being punished for my mistakes, being controlled, cant sleep, cant function, multiple illnesses, tumour I have nothing left.
 
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