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argieb

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Oct 9, 2023
13
Why can't I do it? Why do I just keep suffering??? Why can't I be brave enough to end it all? I don't want to be here, everyday feels like a fucking knife so why am I still fucking here????
 
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prettyclam

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Nov 29, 2024
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Ironic how many of us want the pain to end yet aren't brave enough to do exactly that. Even if we do get the courage to try ctb, it requires so much effort and extra pain on top of what you're already suffering. It makes your bravery disappear before you can use it.

I ask myself those same questions after each agonizing day. You want it to stop but can't step forward. If only there were an easy button to press which ends it all. Thatd be much easier than hyping yourself up to painful methods that may or may not work. I hope you can gain your courage and use it to find peace, whether you ctb or become happy with your life
 
dayhell

dayhell

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Jul 6, 2025
52
I get you a lot. Suicide is very hard to do, even if it's all you want to do.
 

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