Themogger

Themogger

Why so serious?
Jul 23, 2024
243
Took my first meto pill this morning at 8, right after eating some delicious fried rice my roommate made πŸ˜—. I know I know, I should be in fasting mode. So I'm not gonna eat or drink anything for the rest of today and tomorrow (if I don't get a chance today).

I need certainty that my roommate is asleep or will be gone for more than an hour so I'll just keep taking meto every 8 hrs until I get the chance.

Here's my stat regiment when the conditions are met;
Painkillers -Two paracetamol pills(500mg each totaling 1000mg)

Final meto- 3Γ— 10mg pills to be taken 20 minutes after the painkillers

Prepare SN mixture and backup mixture with my baking measuring spoons.
1tablespoon = 15g
1teaspoon = 5g
So first mix is 1 table spoon and 2 teaspoons = 25g
Second/backup mix is 2 tablespoons = 30g
Body weight is 86kg(I think, different readings at different pharmacies πŸ˜‘) but it's under 100kg so 25g SN is ideal. Amount of water is 62ml (some baking measuring cups came with the spoons πŸ˜—πŸ˜—πŸ˜—)

Ingesting SN- To be done 40min after taking the meto pills. Fruit and peppermint flavored mentos prepared for salty taste. Vomit bag also by my bedside so I don't have to vomit in a toilet.

I took precautions to label the SN cups and vomit bag (do not wash or reuse. Carefully dispose. Possible toxic hazard). I'll also be going through the trouble of disposing the unused SN and it's container during the 40min window of preparation(from taking 3 meto pills to ingesting 1st cup). Not sure why, but I just want to.

Okay, I think that's it. Any input will be appreciated. I probably won't be posting a goodbye thread so this is it. Might leave a comment to indicate when I finally ingest the first SN mix. I'll be in the chats or on YouTube for the rest of the weekend πŸ¦₯

Bye bye πŸ€«πŸ§πŸ—ΏπŸ€ΊπŸ§™πŸΏβ€β™‚οΈπŸ’€πŸ‘πŸ˜—πŸ‘€
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,613
I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. Don't you have a kitchen scale?

I wish you all the best with your plan and good luck. I hope you find peace! πŸ«‚
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I wish you the best and a peaceful journey. May the other side be much kinder to you.
 
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Themogger

Themogger

Why so serious?
Jul 23, 2024
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I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. Don't you have a kitchen scale?

I wish you all the best with your plan and good luck. I hope you find peace! πŸ«‚
Nahh, I could have bought but ran out of money πŸ˜—. Hopefully this will help others in a similar sitch
 
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DrearyAsh348

DrearyAsh348

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May 8, 2023
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Hey hope I'm not too late but I wanted to say goodbye and I wish you the best. It was nice seeing you in the chat. Really going to miss you :(

But I wish you eternal peace and that you no longer suffer.
 
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astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
292
i hope you find some peace at the end of it all. rest well, kind soul.
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
544
I'm sorry life wasn't kind to you, but I hope the transition is smooth and gentle. Rest well<3 πŸ«‚
 
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Sarco

Sarco

King of Centipedes and Little Ants Ø
Apr 2, 2023
8
Good luck. Feels weird after seeing you in chat, but I guess reminds me we are all here for the same reason anyways. I wish you all the best. But at least have solace that even the weariest river winds somewhere safe to sea.
 
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notsadtogo

Member
Aug 23, 2024
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Good luck, safe travels to a better kinder place
 
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kinderbueno

kinderbueno

Waiting at the bus stop
Jun 22, 2024
255
I'll miss you, our conversations were always so fun. I hope you achieve peace
 
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nihilistic_dragon

Experienced
Aug 6, 2024
229
I keep seeing these kind of threads but they're never from people I am used to seeing around. This hits differently since I see you in the comments all the time.
I wish you a vomit-less and peaceful journey, and hope I'll be able to follow soon.
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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Best wishes, I know you've been planning this for awhile.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemyπŸŒΉπŸ’”
Aug 10, 2024
169
Happy trails!
I hope your transition is peaceful & you find peace & loveπŸŒΉπŸ’”
 
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vinlander

vinlander

cut so deep that i feel nothing
Aug 28, 2024
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Seeing goodbye threads from people we're used to see everywhere is truly a different experience.
I may be a bit late but i still hope you a peaceful transition, may you rest well and may your roommate be able to recover quickly.
 
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maynoname

maynoname

Member
Aug 13, 2024
48
Good luck, hope you find peace. It's always weird to see farewells from people who were quite active here... However, I hope that it will be me too one day
 
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