Venting Just letting it all out.

[KatyushaHanging]

I feel like I'm trapped inside my head, I can't get out of it. I relapsed last night & I've never felt more alive. I was in my parents car the other day, driving down some high way when I stuck my head out the window and hoped to god a car swerved off the road and slammed right into my face. The feeling of the air rapidly swatting against my hair made me feel at peace, knowing that even nature can feel the disorientating wrath of my mind.

 

[SilentSadness]

I agree, I feel emptiness inside and sometimes I wish to feel the kind of aliveness you describe even if it is not normal. I hate being inside my head and wish I could be dead, or at least inside someone else's. I can see you are suffering and I hope you find peace soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly can be so awful and tiring, it's just so unfair how so much suffering exists. But anyway best wishes.

 

[peacesoon]

it's our fucking brains, isn't it? the thoughts just don't stop. we just want out