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4Das

4Das

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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How can I end it without my mom being sad? She loves me more then anything and wouldn't survive that, I'm not planning to kill myself rn but I did some shit that still make some ashamed of myself and if something like that happens again I need to know how I can make sure my mom's okay
 
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martyrdom

Arcanist
Nov 3, 2025
426
You really can't. The grief is something your mom will go through if you kill yourself regardless of anything you do. It's something we have to come to terms with.
 
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Bruce

Bruce

Wizard
Sep 22, 2023
698
How can I end it without my mom being sad?
I don't think there's a way. I think that if she loves you, she will suffer because she will miss you. The best you can do is make it as easy as possible for her.
 
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