Just had a knife to my throat ready to slash

[Ghostly]

I'm a terrible person I should just die no one ill even wants to talk to me anymore and I can see why I'm a suicidal, liar, sometimes homicidal and suicidal in some twisted way and I'm a shitty friend whatever kill me no one will read this anyway might aswell just overdose cuz my money that I have right now can't pay for a gun but I might wait out for a gun idk

 

[Life_and_Death]

i read it.

i feel like everything about me is fake even though i believe it, and at times i can be homicidal, i mean why care?

you seem to be in a difficult place right now, do you want to talk? ill listen

 

[Miss_Takes]

Im reading this ...

 

[Ghostly]

Im reading this ...

??

??

Oh wait nvm

 

[Miss_Takes]

Im reading your thread.
And so is Life and Death.
People are reading/listening .. perhaps you can tell us more about you.

 

[bov]

I saw your pills post. Are you awake?

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I'm a terrible person I should just die no one ill even wants to talk to me anymore and I can see why I'm a suicidal, liar, sometimes homicidal and suicidal in some twisted way and I'm a shitty friend whatever kill me no one will read this anyway might aswell just overdose cuz my money that I have right now can't pay for a gun but I might wait out for a gun idk

I want a gun as well!!!

 

[Ghostly]

I saw your pills post. Are you awake?

I am now sadly

 

[stygal]

Oh no...those are some intense accusations against yourself.
Still you should try to calm yourself as best as you can and only do things you have 100 percent thought through.
I assure you that any affective action is only going to make you suffer (physically) more then you already seem to do mentally.
Please take care and plan your next steps carefully.

 

[bov]

What's the status ghostly? What happened?

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I'm a terrible person I should just die no one ill even wants to talk to me anymore and I can see why I'm a suicidal, liar, sometimes homicidal and suicidal in some twisted way and I'm a shitty friend whatever kill me no one will read this anyway might aswell just overdose cuz my money that I have right now can't pay for a gun but I might wait out for a gun idk

Guns are hard to get hold of especially clean one's, l know I've been trying to get one or two for year's!

 

[Life_and_Death]

What's the status ghostly? What happened?

Agreed. We're worried about you. I hope everythings ok

 

[bov]

Yes, very worried.

 

[sadworld]

Hey, I hope you're okay! I'll be here to listen!

Big and

 

[bov]

For the record, any methods involving pills or self-laceration almost guarantee excruciating pain and have a high rate of failure. I know you're in a rush but please try to get a level head.