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Oreki

Oreki

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Nov 25, 2025
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First attempt failed God damn ,my setup wasn't as secure as I thought. I kicked the chair but then my feet hit the floor. My friend just texted me, at this point I'll have to call it quits for today, he's the type that will call the cops if I don't reply in the next 20ish mins.

Someone warned me that my set up might not work. They ended up being right, im still unsure of what went wrong exactly. As the noose tightened, my feet ended up touching the floor. It might be related to the anchor on the other side of the door. I'm kinda fucking annoyed RN

i have the towel + 2L bottle to help secure the anchors point on the other side of the door as explained by another user but I don't have any more time to test it out
Just picturing it in my mind is unbearably sad :aw:
the thought that the people you love most would have to see someone like that sooner or later
 
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Vinqts

Member
Mar 4, 2023
18
I am, decided against doing it in the house as it'll devalue it and traumatize my father. I'm gonna try to take a nap then I'll take my rope in my bag and go to the regional park, plenty of trees there, I'll hopefully summon the courage to go through with it
I guess it's pointless of me to keep asking, chances of you still being here are low , however never zero, even if you are still here that's okay and I can only hope things will get better
 
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
265
I guess it's pointless of me to keep asking, chances of you still being here are low , however never zero, even if you are still here that's okay and I can only hope things will get better
Sorry, I'm unfortunately still here. Decided to give life another try for the dumbest reason. Now that my brother paid for my uni semester I have no choice but to at least give my best
 
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Vinqts

Vinqts

Member
Mar 4, 2023
18
Sorry, I'm unfortunately still here. Decided to give life another try for the dumbest reason. Now that my brother paid for my uni semester I have no choice but to at least give my best
hey glad to hear it dude, wish you the best! honestly, i think you made a really good decision right now. Maybe (im not religious) its a sign for you to keep on goin and i hope you continue
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
Sorry, I'm unfortunately still here. Decided to give life another try for the dumbest reason. Now that my brother paid for my uni semester I have no choice but to at least give my best
Good decision
 

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