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LucifersIntrovert

LucifersIntrovert

Buried Alive
Sep 10, 2023
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As stated I just failed my final law class needed for my graduation and I'm losing it. Just relapsed again with the best thing in the world aka self harm and turned my body into art work. I ended up with a 66% in the class I never got below an A before in any law class so I decided it's only fitting to go 66 you know whats on each arm and leg and if it didn't hurt we reset the count until I made sure each one hurt I'm so proud and I'm losing it. I just needed to text this out so I don't feel crazy I'm just not satisfied yet. This won't kill me you never do it to kill just to degrade and punish yourself as it's normal. But this SN in my drawer will :)
 
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Sep 19, 2023
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As stated I just failed my final law class needed for my graduation and I'm losing it. Just relapsed again with the best thing in the world aka self harm and turned my body into art work. I ended up with a 66% in the class I never got below an A before in any law class so I decided it's only fitting to go 66 you know whats on each arm and leg and if it didn't hurt we reset the count until I made sure each one hurt I'm so proud and I'm losing it. I just needed to text this out so I don't feel crazy I'm just not satisfied yet. This won't kill me you never do it to kill just to degrade and punish yourself as it's normal. But this SN in my drawer will :)
I'm sorry to hear. I'm also in law school and man its a struggle when relapsing or not doing well mentally, too much reading. That must really suck especially being your final class needed for graduation... Did anything prompt the relapse or it just came? I hope things improve if you haven't decided on ctb with the SN yet, and if you do please be absolutely sure you are comfortable with death too. Uni is tough, but the class will always be there to retake if you decide to and as long as you do pass (not even necessarily an A) if you retake it, you will graduate. I just got a 63% for one assessment back today, but luckily this is a pass in my country. I normally get at least 80s-90s, so this was a major disappointment but honestly all my feelings are gone now. I don't feel a thing and though I feel I should care, I don't and just want to let go. I'm sorry and wish you the best

Fam: law school is awful. I'm not going to lie and tell you that the profession itself is a lovely time, but I wanted to chime in as someone on the other side and say it is uniquely awful, so please understand that this specific horror - at least - is temporary.

Sounds like you both generally get better grades than I did, too. I think I finished around a 3.0, but I seriously put 0 credibility on law school grades for a number of reasons. It does suck if this makes you delay graduation, and I'm sorry to hear that. If you only have to do that one class, maybe it will be a nice mental break and you can get a head start on studying for the bar.
 
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I'm also studying law. I failed two years in college... I'm in my third year now... The exams won't be easy this year and I feel like I'm going to fail, but I'm doing my best anyway.
I'm really sorry, I know how you feel... just know that you're not alone.
How did you acquire SN? Can you give me a website where i can buy it. Thanks
Please be more considerate... Make your own thread.
 
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