If you drank sn how did your method fail?
I didn't, I only put it on my skin. I 4 or 5 (idr) tablespoons of SN in a glass with 110ml DMSO, which first took absolutely forever to mix. Then I tried to put it on my skin. It's doable but it's a serious pain in the ass, it's exactly like if you poured half a cup/100ml of water and tried to rub it on yourself without getting it everywhere. It took some time to figure out how to do it. I washed my hands and had sterile gloves over each hand (not ideal since glove material could've gotten in me, but my hands would've been worse and it's the best I could've done), poured a little at a time into my hand and tried to rub it in and keep it from dripping. I cycled through areas and reapplied when I could do it without much dripping. Obviously this took a while, and it's warm and has been very rainy where I am, so bugs have been very bad. I had only applied just under half of it after about 20-30 minutes (the mix goes bad after 30 minutes) when a bug flew into it. I reapplied it a few more times anyway, but that bug was dead immediately and. DMSO is a solvent, parts of that bug could dissolve in there and possibly mess it up. If it had been water instead of DMSO it would've been fine to just remove the bug, but drinking bug while you drink highly-nauseating poison on an empty stomach without antiemetics is probably a really good way to throw up. Also almost half an hour had passed so the mix was basically bad anyway, mixing SN with DMSO then putting it on your skin just takes way too long.
I had another bottle of DMSO with something like 300ml in it so I just dumped the mix and made a new one. It was with this "low odor" DMSO that I was already suspicious of for a lot of reasons, but I was also suspicious of the first batch of DMSO because I couldn't get it to crystallize in cold temperatures, so I figured it would be fine. I don't know if I damaged it from having it next to the heater for too long or something, I did have it closer to the heater than the small bottle first batch of DMSO. I also opened that bottle a few days before my ctb attempt to test taste it. The cap under the seal was wet when it arrived, and the DMSO smelled through the bottle, unlike the DMSO that didn't even claim to have a low odor.
I threw the SN in it and it mostly dissolved right away, but it was bright yellow like watered down lemon juice (as opposed to the first mix which looked more like watered down milk), got a really weird new smell like bitter-smelling watermelons when I threw the SN in (it originally smelled like onions, nothing whatsoever like watermelons), and a lot of the SN was in little pulp-like bits. I didn't know what the heck happened, the mixes were freakishly different. I asked here about it someone mentioned that it could've turned into sodium nitrate, which would be a bad idea, and everyone else was saying to go to the hospital. I ended up deciding to throw the mix over myself because I didn't want to give up on the attempt, but it was also obvious that drinking it would've been bad news. I know some might criticize my decisions, I'm not justifying them and I've said before that I completely lack any decision-making skills. It didn't help that people on here were telling me to go to the ER. I don't trust myself and take others' advice over what I think makes sense.
Am I forgetting something or have I gone on too much? I don't anything
That doesn't explain the sudden inability to write mid-post within a minute of publishing a long and coherent post.
SN poisoning didn't make me do that, but feels like a personal attack lol. I'm living proof that can happen, but I don't know if about because of SN. I only skin poison SN the to. But and the symptoms did fluctuate a lot which was weird from other types of poisonings I've had. SN poisoning felt a lot like ozone poisoning to me, except the bad of the symptoms were consistent from ozone but fluctuated from SN. But SN symptoms didn't rapidly fluctuate from moment to moment or even minute to minute