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Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Sad to see that you are on such a extreme cocktail of meds. Side effects must be hell :(
My side effects went away after I quit the anti psychotics. Haldol and thorzine are terrible.
 
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MMNZ91

Member
Dec 5, 2018
26
Prozac
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
On prozac at the moment, been almost two months now and no better. Anxiety probably less, depression the same.
Feeling mostly numb if feeling at all.
Docs next week so time to try something else, been on sertraline already and effing useless! I'm running out of options.
 
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Anima

Student
Dec 5, 2018
155
None. Tried a few but nothing helped and I'm not a big fan of the long-term effects it can have on your body. As long as they can't explain what is wrong exactly, show me by some form of testing there's an imbalance- never. I wonder if they'd take their own meds or recommend it to family and close family ....
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
Lexapro and Klonopin

Stopping the Lexapro because the side effects are awful and I still feel extremely depressed.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
Zoloft, Klonopin (though I take it to prevent seizures not for anxiety...technically), prazosin (PTSD), Thorazine (insomnia)
Oops and adderall. Musn't forget that.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
None. Tried a few but nothing helped and I'm not a big fan of the long-term effects it can have on your body. As long as they can't explain what is wrong exactly, show me by some form of testing there's an imbalance- never. I wonder if they'd take their own meds or recommend it to family and close family ....
Yes the side effects are horrible for psych drugs. Bizarre physical changes that they don't tell you about when prescribing. Sweating, skin problems, hair loss, fatigue, insomnia, no sex drive, increases anxiety.

A friend of mine on lithium went almost totally gray within a couple of months and her nails are a different texture/hardness. She stays on it because she's bipolar and without it she's suicidal.
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
None, dont have depression the consultant said just an Adjustment Disorder. I have lied heavily tho so as not to be labelled as depressed and suicidal as they would have kept me on the psych ward, they managed to get my section 2 upgraded to section 3 but i appealed and won so was discharged
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
Currently effexor, wellbutrin, mirtazapine, xanax. Doing well with these, but the mirtazapine is also an appetite stimulant. Booo!
 
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MyImmortal

MyImmortal

Member
Aug 20, 2018
7
I have been on Wellbutrin, Effexor, seroquel (kept increasing my dose and felt addicted), abilify, adderal, zopiclone, Attivan.There are probably about 5 others I can't think of. Latuda during the day made me feel euphoric. At night I would have the worst anxiety attacks I've ever felt so I had to stop it. At the moment I'm currently on Lamotrigine (I honestly don't know what I'm on it for, it's an anti seezure), Vyvanse for my adhd (it's like a slow release of adderal), and Celexa 40mg for depression and anxiety. I think about suicide every single night of my life, but during the day I'm stable because of the medications.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
686
Hey @Maravillosa, did u have access to haloperidol? I'm looking for this.

Oh, I'm on amitriptyline, promethazine and orphenadrine right now.


No, I have not had access to haloperidol for over 30 years. It is nasty stuff.
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
@WhoStevik ive seen a few of your posts asking for donations of certain drugs. Not sure if your aware but if a person on here did send you something and they know full well what you will be using it for they could be prosecuted. They would actually be assisting in your death actively by providing the drug and thats illegal in most places.

Dont mean to spoil the mood but be careful
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Well I prescribe my self opiates and alcohol to be taken together as needed .... and if I get "sad" I take enough Benadryl to knock me out..... but my doctor gave me Xanax for my PTSD panics (they don't work - I just black out and get worked up anyway).
I think I will just take a hollow point bullet for ultimate comfort - thank you @Threads
 
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Tyuiop

Student
Nov 25, 2018
155
20 mg of paroxetine in the morning and 100 mg of quetiapine in the evening. I don't really feel much difference now, the paroxetine is not really effective. I still feel okay in the mornings and bad in the evenings.
 
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08nomore

08nomore

Member
Sep 24, 2018
45
At the moment:

Trileptal 600mg

Fluvoxamine 150mg

Alprazolam 1mg

Zolpidem 10mg
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
No meds here, I have been on prozac and sertraline but I'm not able to take dosages consistently so I was taken off of them
 
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KadathianStr1d3r

KadathianStr1d3r

Shattered Mannequin
Nov 21, 2018
278
Adderall 15mg. I really want to be like all the cool kids and do drugs like lsd or marijuana!
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Yes the side effects are horrible for psych drugs. Bizarre physical changes that they don't tell you about when prescribing. Sweating, skin problems, hair loss, fatigue, insomnia, no sex drive, increases anxiety.

A friend of mine on lithium went almost totally gray within a couple of months and her nails are a different texture/hardness. She stays on it because she's bipolar and without it she's suicidal.
She might have Lithium toxicity
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
I've been prescribed 27 different medications in the last 2 years, the majority of them either made things worse or did nothing at all.

Now I just take Zolpidem here and there. Not to sleep, just to get fucked up.
 
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WhoStevik

WhoStevik

Member
Nov 23, 2018
75
@WhoStevik ive seen a few of your posts asking for donations of certain drugs. Not sure if your aware but if a person on here did send you something and they know full well what you will be using it for they could be prosecuted. They would actually be assisting in your death actively by providing the drug and thats illegal in most places.

Dont mean to spoil the mood but be careful

I don't care
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
I used to be on many of them but came off of them all. I feel ok, but also because I been going to gym 5 days a week cardio and weights. I'm not saying they don't work but my main reason for coming off was because I hated being dependent and having to go to the doctor to get more. A couple of them made me suicidal so that was an issue as well.

A lot them have nasty side affects as well so good for you.

I'm on

1. Wellbutrin
2. Xanax
3. Abilify
4. Lexapro

I keep having to up the dosage because my brain gets used to them after awhile. Sooner or later, they will be useless for me... And I will be mentally fucked...
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
Am supposed to be on lovan but that hasn't exactly happened yet
 
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TooLate2582

Experienced
May 6, 2018
267
Caffeine, nicotine, hate and discontent.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Don't know I get them shoved down my throat they changed so many times I can't keep up but they don't do anything
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Oxycontin twice a day for the pain and 2 mg Xanax a night to help me sleep.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
I used to be on many of them but came off of them all. I feel ok, but also because I been going to gym 5 days a week cardio and weights. I'm not saying they don't work but my main reason for coming off was because I hated being dependent and having to go to the doctor to get more. A couple of them made me suicidal so that was an issue as well.
Good for you, Final Escape! That is a sore spot between my dad and me at the moment (my not going to the gym). I'm so proud of you! Here is my current med regimen: Adderall, Lamictal, Effexor, Wellbutrin, Clonazepam only as needed
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
Venlafaxin, Coaxil, Zolpidem
Eversince I was given forced AP injections I feel almost no effect to any other psych medication. Wish I could get hold of Adderall, to get energy to prepare for CTB, but she wouldnt prescribe it, wondering if I d feel something from it
 
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