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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I used to be on many of them but came off of them all. I feel ok, but also because I been going to gym 5 days a week cardio and weights. I'm not saying they don't work but my main reason for coming off was because I hated being dependent and having to go to the doctor to get more. A couple of them made me suicidal so that was an issue as well.
 
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DarkTear

DarkTear

Member
Aug 1, 2018
63
Only Lithium at the moment. It stabilized me a little bit in the past, but the effect appears to be abating. It seems to keep me existing due to its anti-suicidal effect, but I'm not feeling good anymore.
I used to be on many of them but came off of them all.
Same.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Sertaline 100mg once a day
 
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agreement

agreement

Mage
Mar 26, 2018
544
Lithium, Prozac, Seroquel, Junk Food
 
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Lizzie S.

Lizzie S.

Experienced
Sep 2, 2018
258
I'm the same way as you, was on effexor and latuda but I'm coming off now.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
Zoloft, Klonopin (though I take it to prevent seizures not for anxiety...technically), prazosin (PTSD), Thorazine (insomnia)
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,835
I am only on a low dose of Celexa right now. I used to take Klonopin with it but they stopped prescribing me it after 3 years so I recently weaned myself off it. I'd say it worked out decently. It helped me get through the real soul crushing anxiety I experienced and fortunately I have not yet had any significant rebound anxiety.
 
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Dog Food

Dog Food

POS
Mar 27, 2018
143
I've been on many different meds in the past, benzos fucked me up with withdrawal. I'm now on Lexapro, just starting at 20 mg.
 
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Cold

Cold

Earthbound
Aug 27, 2018
100
Nothing. I don't trust these kind of meds.
 
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Deleted member 1768

Enlightened
Aug 15, 2018
1,107
I used to be on many of them but came off of them all. I feel ok, but also because I been going to gym 5 days a week cardio and weights. I'm not saying they don't work but my main reason for coming off was because I hated being dependent and having to go to the doctor to get more. A couple of them made me suicidal so that was an issue as well.
Nope, none.
 
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Snee

Student
Aug 3, 2018
135
zosurt 100mg and clomipramine 50mg
 
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SamK

SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
i'm currently on Vortioxetine . 10mg.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Stuff I've never even heard of although they might have changed some names to remarket.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Tomorrow I come off clomipramine officially, I've been lowering my dose for a few weeks because manufacturing problems mean nowhere stocks them.

It will be the first time I've not been on antidepressants since I was about 15, and I'm 24 now. Don't know if they ever made any difference to me..
 
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Suicideroomwannadie

Member
Aug 20, 2018
23
(FUCKING!!) paliperidone,zoloft 100mg....
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
None, because according to professionals, I am not depressed. Though, to be fair, I don't like the idea of taking meds anyways.
 
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Kim

Kim

Daydreamer
Sep 18, 2018
155
Nothing
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Tomorrow I come off clomipramine officially, I've been lowering my dose for a few weeks because manufacturing problems mean nowhere stocks them.

It will be the first time I've not been on antidepressants since I was about 15, and I'm 24 now. Don't know if they ever made any difference to me..
.
That's really great that you're getting off them. Dissatisfaction with life, unpleasant emotions, difficult life circumstances, doesn't mean u should be medicated.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
686
I am currently taking 450 mg of Wellbutrin XL and 10 mg of Abilify (aripiprazole) each morning.

I forget all the psych meds I have been given over the past 35 years or so, but here are some of them. Prozac (fluoxetine) made me more anxious and suicidal, while Seroquel (quetiapine) made me sleepy and gave me an increased appetite. My mother thinks that Haldol (haloperidol) made me into a zombie: I think it also gave me a mild case of tardive dyskinesia.
 
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WhoStevik

WhoStevik

Member
Nov 23, 2018
75
I am currently taking 450 mg of Wellbutrin XL and 10 mg of Abilify (aripiprazole) each morning.

I forget all the psych meds I have been given over the past 35 years or so, but here are some of them. Prozac (fluoxetine) made me more anxious and suicidal, while Seroquel (quetiapine) made me sleepy and gave me an increased appetite. My mother thinks that Haldol (haloperidol) made me into a zombie: I think it also gave me a mild case of tardive dyskinesia.

Hey @Maravillosa, did u have access to haloperidol? I'm looking for this.

Oh, I'm on amitriptyline, promethazine and orphenadrine right now.
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Xanax 3 mg sr 24 hours

Ativan 4 mg

Baclofen 10 mg (muscle relaxer)

Wellbutrin 150 mg

Adderall 10 mg 2x a day

Lunesta 3 mg

Gabapentin 1200 mg

Hydroxyzine 100 mg

Lamictal 300 mg

Propranolol 20 mg 2x a day

Ketamine 150mg/ml 7 sprays nasally
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Prozac it's just making me numb
 
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WhoStevik

WhoStevik

Member
Nov 23, 2018
75
Xanax 3 mg sr 24 hours

Ativan 4 mg

Baclofen 10 mg (muscle relaxer)

Wellbutrin 150 mg

Adderall 10 mg 2x a day

Lunesta 3 mg

Gabapentin 1200 mg

Hydroxyzine 100 mg

Lamictal 300 mg

Propranolol 20 mg 2x a day

Ketamine 150mg/ml 7 sprays nasally

Could u send me some K to make a experiment?
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
I am currently taking 450 mg of Wellbutrin XL and 10 mg of Abilify (aripiprazole) each morning.

I forget all the psych meds I have been given over the past 35 years or so, but here are some of them. Prozac (fluoxetine) made me more anxious and suicidal, while Seroquel (quetiapine) made me sleepy and gave me an increased appetite. My mother thinks that Haldol (haloperidol) made me into a zombie: I think it also gave me a mild case of tardive dyskinesia.
Haldol set off tartive dyskenisia for me
 
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slowlystarve

slowlystarve

abomination
Dec 10, 2018
43
just zoloft
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Xanax 3 mg sr 24 hours

Ativan 4 mg

Baclofen 10 mg (muscle relaxer)

Wellbutrin 150 mg

Adderall 10 mg 2x a day

Lunesta 3 mg

Gabapentin 1200 mg

Hydroxyzine 100 mg

Lamictal 300 mg

Propranolol 20 mg 2x a day

Ketamine 150mg/ml 7 sprays nasally

Sad to see that you are on such a extreme cocktail of meds. Side effects must be hell :(
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Xanax 3 mg sr 24 hours

Ativan 4 mg

Baclofen 10 mg (muscle relaxer)

Wellbutrin 150 mg

Adderall 10 mg 2x a day

Lunesta 3 mg

Gabapentin 1200 mg

Hydroxyzine 100 mg

Lamictal 300 mg

Propranolol 20 mg 2x a day

Ketamine 150mg/ml 7 sprays nasally
Good god! That's quite the cocktail. Lol!
 
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