just curious about people's relationship status

[xXSufferingXx]

dont mean to sound like im trying to get your personal info lol, im asking because i wanna see how normal it is for people with partners to commit suicide
or think about it enough to be on this site

 

[sulvumnolo]

Losing my partner is my reason

 

[YourLocalSadGirly]

I had a partner that I loved very dearly but she recently died by suicide so that's why I'm on here again. I just put it's complicated since I'm technically single but I don't consider her my ex and our relationship would still exist if she was alive.

 

[Cyc]

I'm currently single but there is someone who likes me. I like him back but I know it would be unfair on him if we got together as I'd eventually ctb. So it's complicated

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

i am single and i always have been

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Life put me in a situation that cuts me off from the possibility of attracting anyone I'd be interested in ever again, which is one more reason to CTB.

 

[BradGuy123]

I had a partner that I loved very dearly but she recently died by suicide so that's why I'm on here again. I just put it's complicated since I'm technically single but I don't consider her my ex and our relationship would still exist if she was alive.

Losing my partner is my reason

I'm so very sorry to both of you for your losses

 

[sulvumnolo]

Life put me in a situation that cuts me off from the possibility of attracting anyone I'd be interested in ever again, which is one more reason to CTB.

I'm so sorry your experiencing that. I have a probably very different but similar thing. I am more then capable of love but no one id want would rightfully be interested in me.

 

[Pluto]

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I'm so sorry your experiencing that. I have a probably very different but similar thing. I am more then capable of love but no one id want would rightfully be interested in me.

Oh. Ok, if you read again, that's my situation. However, it's a somewhat recent development, but permanent, and I have no interest of adjusting to it. I hope your situation is one that can change .

 

[CGN83]

Getting married was my biggest mistake. My wife clearly hates me but when I try to leave things change and I'm made to feel bad.

 

[dewasrite]

Married. 20 years.

 

[Arvayn]

Single, losing my partner is what made my mental health spiral and drove me to attempt.

 

[Forveleth]

Married but the manipulative, abusive asshole is the reason I am here. I would probably be living happily if I was single.

 

[SufferingDev]

I have a boyfriend - who may be the reason I am still holding up

 

[Ahlam]

I chose single but it might be more complicated. My best friend and I clearly love each other right now but we can't be together. He's been single for a whole year now and flirts with me and I let him. But he wants to choose a different path. He wants a cis woman who can give his parents grandchildren.

A nonexistent, muslim, religious yet progressive, cis woman that shares his weeby, nerdy interests. That's fine, I told myself. I want to be used and discarded by him. Even better if I get to stay as his best friend. I'm not good enough for him anyway.

So I guess this counts as single.

His parents aren't getting any younger so I keep telling him to get an arranged marriage but he doesn't want to compromise. I had to delete my Discord so he can at least look for that legendary woman. I hope he is right now.

 

[Kanoh]

I'm single. My OCD renders me unable to live with anyone. But that's fine with me, I thrive in solitude. Being single has nothing to do with my suicidality.

 

[CatLvr]

Losing my partner is my reason

Same.

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

I'm married and I love my wife. I always tell her that I wish I could be like her. Unfortunately, I'll never be able to see life the way she does.

 

[BlendedHeart]

Single.

Living the contradiction of wanting a girlfriend/craving a relationship, and knowing she wouldn't want my depressive, anxious, messed up self.

 

[Defenestration]

Lost my love

 

[Unlucky777]

Single for 3 years now almost. Was in an emotionally abusive relationship for 13 years that left me traumatized. That's the main reason I'm here. I don't think I want to be in a relationship with anyone ever again after that debackle

 

[heroingirl]

I'm currently single but there is someone who likes me. I like him back but I know it would be unfair on him if we got together as I'd eventually ctb. So it's complicated

give it a chance. you can always change your mind

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Been single for 30 years. Actually, evem felt single for a good part of my (bad) relationship with the ex. Never tried again after that.

 

[Warum]

Single, my partner left me a while ago to be with my rapist, as they are friends.

 

[CatLvr]

Single, my partner left me a while ago to be with my rapist, as they are friends.

Oh my gosh! I am so sorry. People can be SUCH pieces of shit.

 

[COP2CON]

*Depressing, half assed high 5*
going out to my other 2 divorced homies

 

[asgoodasdead]

It's only a recent thing with my partner but when I first discovered/joined SaSu, I was single for a very long time. I love my partner and we've known each other for a while. They actually stopped my ctb date. Still, it's not enough…

 

[eggsausagerice]

closest friend moved away and got a boyfriend. makes me want to kill myself because i'm incapable of moving away and dating him instead. he doesn't really care either way. i wanted to die on valentine's day last year because i wanted to be with him but he was too far away. february is the worst month of my life.

 

[imitoto]

Single by choice and I immediately reject anyone that asks me out lol
I can never be happy with anyone due to my disorder