just curious about people's relationship status

[madwoman]

I'm both divorced and single. I'm glad I'm divorced bc I was suicidal when I was with them / my whole life practically and that always stopped me from doing it so now I don't have that tether. And at one point I tried dating but then things got worse and I always liked people who didn't like me back and just had bad luck and now wouldn't even imagine it bc of me ctb but also for the many reasons why I want to ctb. I wouldn't burden someone with me. But I am sad about it not having experienced full love but I live vicariously through fictional romance.

 

[Carcharadontus]

Single. Have someone relatively close to me who I have strong feelings for, and she has shown the same interest in me a few times, but each time we get close she tends to panick and leaves. It's been an emotional rollercoaster, difficult to deal with at times. Time will tell how it all evolves I guess..

 

[Defenestration]

Célibataire depuis 30 ans. En fait, je me suis même sentie célibataire pendant une bonne partie de ma relation (très mauvaise) avec mon ex. Je n'ai jamais retenté l'expérience après ça.

Sometimes i feel more alone with people

 

[tonicer]

I'm a 42 year old virgin man and after all this time i am afraid to talk to women or even when a woman makes advances or flirts with me i lock up and don't know what to do. I have all these plans in my head for when it happens but if it happens i feel like a deer in the headlights. I want to experience romance just once before i kill myself but i am to broken to make it happen.

 

[NameOfAction]

I find relationships incomparable with my brand of mental illness. There is literally no way for it to go well, and the absence of it doesn't bother me much. The codependent parasitic sort of love I'm capable of giving really isn't something I'm willing to subject people I care about to.

E.i the mild strangeness of being single is preferable to the hot & cold circus of a clusterfuck dumpster fire that is me being in love and incapable of doing it without burning everything to the ground (myself included)

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

Never been in one, never will be in one.

No, I'm not an incel.

 

[Defenestration]

I am borderline and need to have favorite personn

 

[Ashu]

Single.

Living the contradiction of wanting a girlfriend/craving a relationship, and knowing she wouldn't want my depressive, anxious, messed up self.

If you met another person like yourself, you could have a meaningful and loving relationship. Before I found my wife, I had relationships with other people like myself, sisters of our tribe of unhappy and troubled people. A relationship with a normtard would be hopeless. Why would you even want it.

 

[thelostautistic]

I'm single and not interested in having a relationship. I don't believe that anyone could truly love the real me behind the mask.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

or think about it enough to be on this site

I'm single and not interested in having a relationship. I don't believe that anyone could truly love the real me behind the mask.

whats behind the mask? if you wanna share, even just vaguely

 

[Cyc]

Single for 3 years now almost. Was in an emotionally abusive relationship for 13 years that left me traumatized. That's the main reason I'm here. I don't think I want to be in a relationship with anyone ever again after that debackle

I'm so sorry to hear that :( I was in an abusive relationship for over a year I can't imagine what it feels like to be in one for 13 years. I feel similar to you; I'm a bit scared to date again even though I have after I left that relationship. The fear never leaves.

give it a chance. you can always change your mind

I'm going to see him soon actually. I'll see how I feel

 

[thefarter]

divorced baby!!!!!! finally lost all hope in love too :3 yaaaaay

 

[BlendedHeart]

If you met another person like yourself, you could have a meaningful and loving relationship. Before I found my wife, I had relationships with other people like myself, sisters of our tribe of unhappy and troubled people. A relationship with a normtard would be hopeless. Why would you even want it.

A girl from college was a mess too (A beautiful, beautiful mess). I liked her. But she said, if we were together, we would destroy each other, or we wouldn't be able to lift each other up, at least.

I guess that was her "polite" way of rejecting me. But that thought has never left me. You may be right, though.

 

[thelostautistic]

whats behind the mask? if you wanna share, even just vaguely

My true autistic self. I mask ( hide my traits ) to appear more palatable and likeable to society. I don't think the person behind the mask would be liked very much.

 

[XdeadfaeX]

Oh I've had someone claim to be "my person" "meant for each other" "my home" for the past two years but only in secret and only when convenient and only when he wants to be served. So, yea single

 

[haibaralover]

dunno if i quite count, but i'm single and aromantic. so i'm pretty content with my status, doesn't impact my urge to ctb. BUT i have dated people before and they were all horrible, left me with lots of trauma. that probably effects my mental state

 

[Sans]

If I was capable of being loved, chances are I wouldn't be on this site.

 

[that_guy2611]

Single as a pringle

 

[pax420]

I checked it's complicated because there isn't a widowed/widower box. I lost my girlfriend/best friend/ride or die of 25 years to cancer. It really f$@ked me up but it's not the reason Im going on my bus ride. Even if I wasn't going to depart I would still be alone. I can't/don't want to go thru that again.