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- Dec 8, 2023
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I tried partial with a cable cord, sitting down on my butt inside my closet which has double bars, one at waist level and a high one for coats. I didn't panic but my SI kicked in as I tried to persuade myself in letting it take me, I was starting to black out but ended up removing myself from the cord, all I had to do was sit upright to stop the pressure from my carotids. this is the third time I've tried but I hadn't actually tied the cord before, I had only looped it around my neck and used my hand to hold it in place. at first I didn't feel anything, only blurred vision which cleared overtime and ear ringing that ended when I removed the cord from my neck. It's been about an hour and I decided to get up and do some chores, fed my cat and cleaned it's litter, but my head has gradually started hurting a lot, and my forehead is very hot.
Is this normal? does anyone else who's attempted and failed or just practiced know what else to expect or what to do?
Is this normal? does anyone else who's attempted and failed or just practiced know what else to expect or what to do?