I guess I'll find out exactly how hard taking SN is soon enough. But my plan is to take benzos, chug the SN, got olanzapin helping against puking. Going to have to bear the taste and try not to puke. And then just wait 10 or so minutes to pass out, with an increasing heart rate. Maybe I'll make a thread and update my status as I'm passing away, I don't know. But I think once I do it, I'll just think about my life while waiting to be out. Or something like that. Maybe I'll listen to music on my headphones.
In any case, I think it's easier than going to a high place and jumping off head first. I'm scared of heights to begin with and a massive glutton, so I think I can chug even the nasty SN.