Method Jumping from a bridge ( personal experience) and I just want something that will work now and to go in peace

[depressed2597]

So I'm from the uk and I want to share something personal *jumping from a bridge* isn't a guaranteed method at all, because look I'm still here, and many others who tried that way live to tell their story, I survived I now can't ever walk again (spinal cord injury) I have a suprapubic catheter, i was left with a traumatic brain injury and now have seizures, it impacted my memory I have carers, I have to be transferred from my bed to wheelchair using a hoist, I have to wear AFO splints, I thought it would work but no I was left in neurological Intensive Care for 2 weeks and then a very long recovery journey from there, and still now I feel the same and I've had attempts since then,
and I hope that my next will be the last the final the one where I am successful when I order the SN and I just have to wait for it to be delivered and I can finally go in peace because I've lived in pain everyday for the past 5 years and it's exhausting,

 

[starboy2k]

Videos like this is why I will never jump off a bridge. Large bodies of water terrify me lol

 

[depressed2597]

Videos like this is why I will never jump off a bridge. Large bodies of water terrify me lol

I jumped off a bridge over a parkway (road) once the road had been shut by police so no one else would get physically hurt/ harmed in the process of me wanting to not be here which was obviously a *failed attempt

 

[theboy]

How high was it?
How did they find you?
How was the recovery?