Venting Joy?

[struggles_inc]

I'm okay.
My advertisement launch went smoothly.
I got accepted to a university I wanted for my second degree.

Somehow it feels like a good moment to stop. I'm winning, maybe I need to exit before things get messy again.

It might be better if I'm remembered as someone who had so much to live for. Someone who was bright and had many opportunities in life, and whose suicide motive is a total head scratcher.

I'm not actively suicidal right now. It's not like I'm planning. I have things to do right now and people to answer to. But I feel it might be for the better if I don't wake up tomorrow.

 

[tears and vomit]

I personally think you should try to continue living for a bit, since everything is starting to go well. You can ctb at any time, and suicide will always be waiting for you. You don't need to rush to die. If I were you, I would give it a chance and see where everything could lead.

 

[struggles_inc]

I personally think you should try to continue living for a bit, since everything is starting to go well. You can ctb at any time, and suicide will always be waiting for you. You don't need to rush to die. If I were you, I would give it a chance and see where everything could lead.

I guess the option won't disappear, yeah…