I'm sorry that you had to endure such a surprising level of pain and discomfort. Glad you got the help you needed. Tachycardia is scary to experience but easily treatable with beta blockers like propranolol. It's considered a "luxury item" in Stan's guide (since a prescription is not easily obtainable without a valid medical reason i.e. a diagnosed heart condition) but truly it seems essential with SN, given how distressed you were by the increased pulse.
Could Stan's guide be downplaying the tachycardia associated with SN (does not cause any pain or discomfort, comparable to heart rate after physical exercise or watching a scary movie, etc)…idk? Everybody's physiology is different. But obviously it was your reason for calling for help, which I read that you did in one of your earlier posts in this thread.
My question for you is did you ever reach unconsciousness, either while waiting for help to arrive or under their care, and if so roughly how many minutes passed before you did?
Honestly I literally was having a panic attack from my heart racing. It makes me freaking out even talking about that part specifically. I literally felt like my veins were gonna burst from my neck I'm so serious. No I never reached unconsciousness - actually at the hospitol they had to give me me 6 liters of oxygen and this blue looking antidote. It was fucking awful I really don't think anyone should try this method. I also have a huge medical bill to pay for now. I was really hoping I could find one that was more peaceful.
So sorry that you went through this. It feels scary because this is my method, but I guess they don't call it "poor man's N" for nothing.
I hope you don't have any long-lasting complications from the attempt. It's so sad that we can't even take our own lives easily and painlessly. Wish you find peace!
I think I honestly paid like $15 for the actual product needed for it and I wish I would've never bought it. I literally got it on Amazon before they stopped selling it on there. I'm looking for something & willing to pay more but I'm not willing to buy anything that's illegal to purchase.
Sorry you didn't have a good experience with SN.
I think for all members here, can you please fully explain what steps you took in the lead up to drinking SN and how you ended up in hospital? (Ie did you call or someone found you?)
My q's are;
Did you take the recommended 20/25g dose with 50ml water?
Did you have a back up glass?
Did you take antiemetic?
Did you take all other medicines as advised?
Did you fast for the right amount of time?
1. Yes I did! I took even more than 25g. I may have taken around 30g?
2. I didn't have a back up glass - even after throwing up my skin was already turning blue. (It has to do with the SN & the really long medical term I can't remember). But my doctor looked at my fingers and toes and said it had already started.
3. Actually I'm not sure. It was back in January. I did vomit just a little, but again I was still dying. I literally had this little blue spot on my leg for a week after I left the hospital.
4. Nope bc most of those meds are all prescription and I don't have a doctor. So I'm sorry if this isn't helpful.
5. I fasted for 15 hours. I don't eat much anyway and I do remember being very hungry.
Honestly I literally was having a panic attack from my heart racing. It makes me freaking out even talking about that part specifically. I literally felt like my veins were gonna burst from my neck I'm so serious. No I never reached unconsciousness - actually at the hospitol they had to give me me 6 liters of oxygen and this blue looking antidote. It was fucking awful I really don't think anyone should try this method. I also have a huge medical bill to pay for now. I was really hoping I could find one that was more peaceful.
I think I honestly paid like $15 for the actual product needed for it and I wish I would've never bought it. I literally got it on Amazon before they stopped selling it on there. I'm looking for something & willing to pay more but I'm not willing to buy anything that's illegal to purchase.
1. Yes I did! I took even more than 25g. I may have taken around 30g?
2. I didn't have a back up glass - even after throwing up my skin was already turning blue. (It has to do with the SN & the really long medical term I can't remember). But my doctor looked at my fingers and toes and said it had already started.
3. Actually I'm not sure. It was back in January. I did vomit just a little, but again I was still dying. I literally had this little blue spot on my leg for a week after I left the hospital.
4. Nope bc most of those meds are all prescription and I don't have a doctor. So I'm sorry if this isn't helpful.
5. I fasted for 15 hours. I don't eat much anyway and I do remember being very hungry.
And let me reply a bit better to the last person….
-Basically I woke up and I had fasted for 15 ish hours. I took more than what was recommended in the guide. I threw up a little (was weird cuz it was like grey/black colored?) and then my heart was beating so fucking hard. Like I've done intense exercising and that shit made me throw my SN away as soon as I got home. Was in the hospital and needed 6 liters of oxygen & this blue antidote. Obviously was being watched for a few days & was peeing blue/green (the antidote) for 2 weeks. If I googled I could find what the medication is called. But they said my blood work was awful & like molasses. My nurses said that if I wouldn't have come in I would've died. So I mean yeah I would've died but I wanted it to be peaceful.
Also, I was discharged and my blood work was good & so were my organs. One thing I'm worried about is if I was lacking oxygen to my brain for an extended period of time? Cuz when I was in the ambulance my head was hurting and I'm not good with science but I'm wondering if I have brain damage now? Bc I needed all of that oxygen. I felt so bad for the nurses and doctor but I also think they looked at me like I was stupid. They had never heard of it before.
