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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
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I can spend money on it if I can get the exact right materials and it's written for dummies (sometimes I find it very confusing) but I def could get the gas today.
There was I thinking that the mask/bag aspect was difficult. You sound like the determined sort anyhow.
 
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drownitoutwithmusic

Member
Jul 25, 2022
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There was I thinking that the mask/bag aspect was difficult. You sound like the determined sort anyhow.
I'll see if I can figure out what I need - I did find a post on here I just gotta make sure I get the right size i think.
 
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1000winds

Student
Jul 24, 2022
152
this sounds scary to read because sn is my method as well. i can only hope i can handle the heartbeat because i dont have propranolol. was it painful or uncomfortable?
 
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drownitoutwithmusic

Member
Jul 25, 2022
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this sounds scary to read because sn is my method as well. i can only hope i can handle the heartbeat because i dont have propranolol. was it painful or uncomfortable?
I'm not trying to scare anyone but I'm so mad. I wish I could just leave. Apparenly nitrogen can cause a ton of brain damage if not successful & cause you to be paralyzed. I wish I had someone to help me….it was def painful. My head was throbbing and that heartbeat thing….yeah fuck that….that's why I called
 
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picklemick

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Jun 28, 2022
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I'm not trying to scare anyone but I'm so mad. I wish I could just leave. Apparenly nitrogen can cause a ton of brain damage if not successful & cause you to be paralyzed. I wish I had someone to help me….it was def painful. My head was throbbing and that heartbeat thing….yeah fuck that….that's why I called
Thank you for answering everyone's questions. A lot of people including myself plan on using SN. Can you give maybe a timeline between how long it took from taking the SN to when you vomited to when you got the crazy heart sensations to when you got medical treatment. Also what was the medical treatment? I know you said blue antidote and oxygen. Just curious how long you stayed in hospital. And timeline between ingestion and the treatment. I thought you were supposed to fall unconscious quite quickly, the fact that you were awake for a long time experiencing these things sounds awful. I'm sorry for you.
 
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Snatsbats

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Jan 9, 2021
182
As stated in the PP. Propranolol is not a luxury item. It will cause your heartbeat to not rise so you will not panic. It will cause you to go unconsious much faster.
 
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drownitoutwithmusic

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Jul 25, 2022
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I was just going to say have you thought about the inert gas asphyxiation method. it's the only one that seems actually peaceful.
Hey! Would you mind if I PM'd you? And sorry I haven't been on this website I had a crazy week!!
As stated in the PP. Propranolol is not a luxury item. It will cause your heartbeat to not rise so you will not panic. It will cause you to go unconsious much faster.
Wish I had some.
Thank you for answering everyone's questions. A lot of people including myself plan on using SN. Can you give maybe a timeline between how long it took from taking the SN to when you vomited to when you got the crazy heart sensations to when you got medical treatment. Also what was the medical treatment? I know you said blue antidote and oxygen. Just curious how long you stayed in hospital. And timeline between ingestion and the treatment. I thought you were supposed to fall unconscious quite quickly, the fact that you were awake for a long time experiencing these things sounds awful. I'm sorry for you.
Hey!! I'm sorry I've had the worst time & a breakup and just been disassociating basically. I'm sorry it took so long to reply. It maybe took 10-15 min from taking SN & then vomiting? I stayed in the hospital for 3 days! Time between injection and treatment was maybe 1 hour - cops showed up. I never was unconscious.
 
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readyornot

Member
Aug 16, 2022
7
Sorry about your experience, it sounds horrible. I've had a similar experience with heart palpitations with an overdose, and it was terrible. Hoping things get better for you <3
 
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Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
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Sure you can PM me
 
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Shrike94

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Jul 7, 2022
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Honestly I literally was having a panic attack from my heart racing. It makes me freaking out even talking about that part specifically. I literally felt like my veins were gonna burst from my neck I'm so serious. No I never reached unconsciousness - actually at the hospitol they had to give me me 6 liters of oxygen and this blue looking antidote. It was fucking awful I really don't think anyone should try this method. I also have a huge medical bill to pay for now. I was really hoping I could find one that was more peaceful.

I think I honestly paid like $15 for the actual product needed for it and I wish I would've never bought it. I literally got it on Amazon before they stopped selling it on there. I'm looking for something & willing to pay more but I'm not willing to buy anything that's illegal to purchase.

1. Yes I did! I took even more than 25g. I may have taken around 30g?
2. I didn't have a back up glass - even after throwing up my skin was already turning blue. (It has to do with the SN & the really long medical term I can't remember). But my doctor looked at my fingers and toes and said it had already started.
3. Actually I'm not sure. It was back in January. I did vomit just a little, but again I was still dying. I literally had this little blue spot on my leg for a week after I left the hospital.
4. Nope bc most of those meds are all prescription and I don't have a doctor. So I'm sorry if this isn't helpful.
5. I fasted for 15 hours. I don't eat much anyway and I do remember being very hungry.

And let me reply a bit better to the last person….
-Basically I woke up and I had fasted for 15 ish hours. I took more than what was recommended in the guide. I threw up a little (was weird cuz it was like grey/black colored?) and then my heart was beating so fucking hard. Like I've done intense exercising and that shit made me throw my SN away as soon as I got home. Was in the hospital and needed 6 liters of oxygen & this blue antidote. Obviously was being watched for a few days & was peeing blue/green (the antidote) for 2 weeks. If I googled I could find what the medication is called. But they said my blood work was awful & like molasses. My nurses said that if I wouldn't have come in I would've died. So I mean yeah I would've died but I wanted it to be peaceful.
Also, I was discharged and my blood work was good & so were my organs. One thing I'm worried about is if I was lacking oxygen to my brain for an extended period of time? Cuz when I was in the ambulance my head was hurting and I'm not good with science but I'm wondering if I have brain damage now? Bc I needed all of that oxygen. I felt so bad for the nurses and doctor but I also think they looked at me like I was stupid. They had never heard of it before.
If you're worried about brain damage I could sugest looking into hyperbaric oxygen therapy. If there is damage from lack of oxygen it makes sense to me that increasing oxygen levels in the blood could heal the damage. Also excercise and intermittent fasting as well is known to help the brain heal itself. Maybe don't overdo it. Many suplements are good for brain healing and combats oxidative stress, like glutathione. Just some sugestions, all the best to you.
 
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Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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I'm not trying to scare anyone but I'm so mad. I wish I could just leave. Apparenly nitrogen can cause a ton of brain damage if not successful & cause you to be paralyzed. I wish I had someone to help me….it was def painful. My head was throbbing and that heartbeat thing….yeah fuck that….that's why I called
Sounds horrible, why is it so popular. I want to die from accidentally poisonning my home & myself nonstop... Poison us horrible!
Hey! Just wanted to say I've been lurking on this site for maybe 3 years now. I feel like I want to at least give my experiences and air my own struggles.

I've tried SN - didn't have a great time at all. I ended up in the hospital & I also was experiencing really bad side effects and it wasn't painless at all. I really can't ever do that again.

I just wish there was a way I could go pain free. I'm so tired.
Hey! Just wanted to say I've been lurking on this site for maybe 3 years now. I feel like I want to at least give my experiences and air my own struggles.

I've tried SN - didn't have a great time at all. I ended up in the hospital & I also was experiencing really bad side effects and it wasn't painless at all. I really can't ever do that again.

I just wish there was a way I could go pain free. I'm so tired.
Welcome! (even though I just arrived). I hope you won't have any permanent effects... What effects?
 
notlongnow

notlongnow

Student
Aug 16, 2022
138
Sorry to hear of your experience!

I don't think it comes more peaceful than carbon dioxide whilst sleeping Though.
 

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