I've thought about it too much and now the thought of not existing scares the s**t out of me.

[Ednospatient]

I've been considering ctb for 6 years. I've gotten to the point of thinking about it too much and now I'm scared. Like the thought of non-existence is scary. I probably should've just ctb'd impulsively when I had the chance. Now I'm unsure if I can even pull it off.

 

[Life_and_Death]

i understand how you feel. thinking about whats after, be it eternal existence in "heaven"/as a ghost or eternal nothingness, has brought me to tears

 

[flightless bird]

Non-existence is not a thing, ie it doesn't exist...

 

[[HNO]]

Non-existence is not thing, ie it doesn't exist...

 

[777]

It's the lack of existence or ego that comforts me on the contrary to what you're saying. Freedom from suffering and any sense of emotion is absolutely what I find appealing about death personally.

 

[eldiablo666]

Don't think about it, you'll drive yourself nuts.
The human mind can't comprehend death.
It can't comprehend infinity.

Just avoid it.

 

[lifeORdeath]

That why I don't set a date. I'm gonna go in impulse if the situation arises that there is a need to do so.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non existence is nothing to be scared of as we simply won't exist, we won't even be aware that we are dead. One would need a consciousness to be able to feel anything. I believe it to be just like how time passed before we were born and yet we were not aware of anything.

Death is inevitable for us all anyway, as humans we only exist just to die and be forgotten about so there is no point to fearing it as we will all be gone someday no matter what. I view permanent nothingness as being the best thing possible as it's freedom from this nightmarish existence. If we are dead then there is nothing to worry about. Everything that causes us to suffer will be gone.