I've started to talk to myself out loud.

[Greyhawk]

My loneliness is getting even worse and I don't have any logical reason to exist anymore. I still haven't made any new friends after a couple of years living in a new city. I've started to talk my own thoughts out loud even more lately. I know it's not even a sign of mental illness and it's fairly common but every time I catch myself doing this, I almost burst into tears realizing there is no one else to talk to.

Anyone else have the same experience? I have only tried a couple attempts trying to make new friends but it doesn't help that no one would want to be with someone who is totally socially incapable and afraid of everything. I don't even know where I'm going with this post. Self pity? connection? I just feel so disgusting and there is no one else I can talk to except Sasu.

 

[whywere]

I have talked to myself ALL of my life.

Right or wrong, neither at all. It is just a form, for me, to know that I still am around and also with no one ever, who else?

Always try and remember that anyone who judges anyone over anything, would look at a person no matter what.

Always: BE YOU, BE PROUD and let the sunshine upon you always!

Walter

 

[SoLowHollow48]

I thought that I'm the only one speaking to myself all the time! Same here!

You're not crazy. I swear. Some thoughts are just not meant to be verbalized out loud to people and some conversations are better enjoyed by ourselves with ourselves.

With people, you don't know if the next thing you'd say would make them run away or do a complete 180° on you.

 

[itsgone2]

Yes. I do it in public too. Comment on how things just seems so stupid and pointless to me now.
Talk to God a lot. Ask him for help.
It's going to get worse. I try to not do it around people and I talk low. But I'm sure some odd things have been heard. Don't care.

 

[FoxSauce]

Is ok dude is normal. I do used to talk to myself a lot. Mom didnt like that says its weird but tbh i dont see nothing harmful in it.