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Stupid_Anon_Offline

Stupid_Anon_Offline

Biggest Worst Loser
May 5, 2024
30
it happend. I gave in. I've relapsed and I'm so ashamed and disappointed in myself. I think I might as well end it so no one finds out i did this. what am i supposed to do with my life anymore? I'm sorry for even posting, i know it's stupid, I just feel so shitty..
 
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PinballWizard39

PinballWizard39

Experienced
May 3, 2024
218
Apologies if it should be obvious or has been said elsewhere, but what have you relapsed with? Any relapse is horrid to deal with.
 
Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
4,944
Relapses set your numerical streak back to 0 but they don't negate all the process you made prior and send you all the way back to the bottom. No one's road to recovery is without bumps lest anyone judge.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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Recovery is never linear, slips are almost bound to happen esp in times of high stress etc. PM me if you want <3
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
Recovery is never linear, slips are almost bound to happen esp in times of high stress etc. PM me if you want <3
this. recovery is not linear đź–¤ you still did the hard work that far, every day without is a success. one incident does not dismiss it all. even multiple incidents dont just up and negate the clean/sober/safe time you spent being clean/sober/safe
 
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