I’ve gone insane

[mirrorgurl]

does anyone else feel like a life event caused them to go insane? I feel like I have gone completely insane and death is the only answer

 

[EyesOfNight]

On the contrary. I feel like I'm the only sane person around me. A person has to be crazy to willingly live in this world or help force others to do the same.

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

I don't feel insane, what I would describe it as I'm way too aware of things. I knew the world was a bad place before but thought bad stuff only happens overseas or in bad areas, now I know it can happen to anyone at any time which makes me feel uncomfortable and want to leave asap.

 

[Ash]

No, because you're lucid enough to be questioning yourself and writing intelligible posts on here.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

does anyone else feel like a life event caused them to go insane? I feel like I have gone completely insane and death is the only answer

I didn't go insane after I had a big failure in life but the result is the same. The best would be If I already killed myself years ago. Death would be the only answer to solve unsolvable problems but it's not that easy. Unfortunately.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Girl I read your story about moving back home with your mom please I need your advice I sent you a dm!!

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

I am with you. I exist in unbearable insanity. I wish I had died five years ago when I had a massive breakdown. I lost Everything from losing my sanity. And I wish it were easier to transition. Every day I try to get clarity and confirmation as to..WHEN? I think I have the HOW settled. I also grapple with the physical pain of CTB and what happens to my fragmented soul on the other side ...

 

[lifesprisoner]

I have schizophrenia and have suffered countless hallucinations (or visions as i call them) ive found a point of stability but the past 3 years have been hell! I cant make sense of the world anymore and so now want to end my life so i know how you guys feel

 

[mirrorgurl]

I don't feel insane, what I would describe it as I'm way too aware of things. I knew the world was a bad place before but thought bad stuff only happens overseas or in bad areas, now I know it can happen to anyone at any time which makes me feel uncomfortable and want to leave asap.

yes this. i'm too aware

 

[mainlanders_son]

I'm insane insofar as I've completely lost my old personality and I have no idea how to operate in the world as a shell of myself. My mind ping pongs around my skull, bringing up random memories and experiences that have no bearing on the present moment. I have no interest in anything and I can only think about CTB. My loving feelings for friends and family members are gone. I don't know how to act anymore, I'm no longer human. If that's a definition of insane then yes I am.

 

[mirrorgurl]

I'm insane insofar as I've completely lost my old personality and I have no idea how to operate in the world as a shell of myself. My mind ping pongs around my skull, bringing up random memories and experiences that have no bearing on the present moment. I have no interest in anything and I can only think about CTB. My loving feelings for friends and family members are gone. I don't know how to act anymore, I'm no longer human. If that's a definition of insane then yes I am.

this is exactly how i feel

 

[mainlanders_son]

this is exactly how i feel

How did you reach this state?

 

[mainlanders_son]

Very similar to me. Last couple of weeks im not me anymore. I know I will be dead by tomorrow so its not a problem. But I need to go now before I lose myself completely. I would love to live, more than anything, but I have no choice

What happened to you?

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

this is exactly how i feel

Me too. To an extreme. Not functional in society at all.