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dontaskmewhatithink
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- May 15, 2025
- 19
Every single thing I've ever strived for failed. Sometimes it was on me, but mostly it was out of my control. I feel cursed, like something is inherently wrong with me. Something that makes me fail over and over and over again. I'm tired. I don't want to strive anymore, I don't want to try anymore. I'm very close to ending it. The only thing holding me back is my partner and family. I don't want to hurt them. But I also don't know if I can keep going like this. I don't think I can, and I don't want to.
How do I get over not wanting to hurt others? Me and my partner share a bank account, so I can't even order SN without him noticing because it's got so expensive. Any advice will be appreciated.
How do I get over not wanting to hurt others? Me and my partner share a bank account, so I can't even order SN without him noticing because it's got so expensive. Any advice will be appreciated.