I've decided to make ctbing my goal

[NikePopuli]

I have decided Im gonna work toward ctbing. Not sure what method, but I've been building up a tolerance to hanging and have gotten to the point where Im about to pass out and my whole body becomes tingly. Any advice, suggestions, questions, etc. are welcome. Just wanted to share.

 

[Huntfish34]

No questions or suggestions... but I understand and wish you the best in whatever may happen. Thoughts and prayers-

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

(first, hi there! may i ask what ctbing mean? i dont speak English hh)
i have tried hanging for some times, its uncomfortable at the beginning. and after being found by others, my face and other parts of my body may look awkward.
admiring you, and best luck. hope you find your peace, hugz

 

[NikePopuli]

(first, hi there! may i ask what ctbing mean? i dont speak English hh)
i have tried hanging for some times, its uncomfortable at the beginning. and after being found by others, my face and other parts of my body may look awkward.
admiring you, and best luck. hope you find your peace, hugz

Ctb stands for "catching the bus" its this site's slang term for comitting suicide.

 

[lionetta12]

I have decided Im gonna work toward ctbing. Not sure what method, but I've been building up a tolerance to hanging and have gotten to the point where Im about to pass out and my whole body becomes tingly. Any advice, suggestions, questions, etc. are welcome. Just wanted to share.

It's currently the only goal for me as well, but my lack of energy due to my body and mind giving up on life so rapidly along with depression, makes it hard to actually do anything right now. Feels like I can barely move.

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

Ctb stands for "catching the bus" its this site's slang term for comitting suicide.

i see, thank you
im curious, is there a relationship? or is catching the bus just a meme? ty

 

[Forever Sleep]

i see, thank you
im curious, is there a relationship? or is catching the bus just a meme? ty

I think it's a hangover from earlier forms of the site. People would try and avoid using the actual word to attempt to draw less attention to the site.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

i see, thank you
im curious, is there a relationship? or is catching the bus just a meme? ty

It's a term that goes back to a time before many people here were even born. Contemplating suicide was likened to waiting at a bus stop and going through with it was likened to catching said bas. Some people may think it it trivializes something gravely serious but I strangely appreciate it as some sort of "cultural heritage" passed down in an unbroken manner.

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

It's a term that goes back to a time before many people here were even born. Contemplating suicide was likened to waiting at a bus stop and going through with it was likened to catching said bas. Some people may think it it trivializes something gravely serious but I strangely appreciate it as some sort of "cultural heritage" passed down in an unbroken manner.

I see
Thank you so much :)
I know almost nothing about English xd

 

[peacetime]

Well, I don't really personally understand making CTB your goal. One either does CTB or one does not, but it's a weird goal to set up. I've made my goal to give myself the ability to CTB, which is why I ordered SN from two sources. I might CTB, but it's not really my goal to CTB. My goal would still to be able to be happy, which I keep failing at.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really envy those who feel confident in the hanging method, and I really do admire the courage of those who managed to succeed with it. But anyway best of luck with your plans.

 

[NikePopuli]

Well, I don't really personally understand making CTB your goal. One either does CTB or one does not, but it's a weird goal to set up. I've made my goal to give myself the ability to CTB, which is why I ordered SN from two sources. I might CTB, but it's not really my goal to CTB. My goal would still to be able to be happy, which I keep failing at.

Im making it my goal because its something Im trying to work towards. I dont want to try anymore, hence why my goal is to no longer be able to try. Could you pm me what sources of SN you found? Im having trouble finding one