It's too hard

[awen]

I don't want to CTB but at the same time, I don't want to live like this. I still have urges of self-harm and it tears me apart literally I feel like I'll go insane. The insides of my skin itch and burn, it's awful. The only pretty thing about me is my scars. Everything hurts. I always try to get back up but I'm so fucking tired. I don't want to do this anymore. I know that many people have it harder than me. I know that is just how life works, but I can't take it anymore. Maybe I'm just not strong enough. Maybe I'm just not meant to be here. It hurts

 

[FuneralCry]

To me existing certainly is just endless suffering, it must be really tiring feeling trapped in that situation. But anyway best wishes.

 

[MrDarkness]

Same, I feel empty. But I still have stuff to do, I hope your able to find peace in life or death

 

[Elle]

I hope you find peace, hugs

 

[Dead Already]

It is a vicious cycle, I know it well.
It just drains all energy to keep trying when everything inside you says this is not what I want.

 

[day]

Life will have its ups and downs but I'm sorry that you feel trapped in such a grotesque loop at the moment OP.

I hope you find peace soon. Best wishes.

 

[h4yate]

youre not alone. i hope youll finally be able to find peace within yourself.

 

[m3owberries]

just know you're not alone. shit gets rough always but find ur peace.