DariaBuPL
Can't take all of this anymore
- Nov 30, 2018
- 27
I have been planning this for 4 months now. And finally after checking all the places I could possibly do it and thinking about which method would be the best for me, I'm ready.
And to be honest, I'm kinda terrified and happy at the same time.
I'm just sad that I can't cry anymore. Even one, single tear. Because I still love all my friends and family. I'm just glad that I could spend my best and last days with them. Hope that they would forgive me one day.
I know it's kinda hard to see anything, but I decided to post a picture of my preparation of everything (even if it's not the best or something; I'm kinda scared that I will wake up, laying on the leaves or anything else):
Well, wish me luck.
And to be honest, I'm kinda terrified and happy at the same time.
I'm just sad that I can't cry anymore. Even one, single tear. Because I still love all my friends and family. I'm just glad that I could spend my best and last days with them. Hope that they would forgive me one day.
I know it's kinda hard to see anything, but I decided to post a picture of my preparation of everything (even if it's not the best or something; I'm kinda scared that I will wake up, laying on the leaves or anything else):
Well, wish me luck.