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sigil_sara

Member
Jan 18, 2023
60
Hello beautiful souls, It's my time to CTB with SN. I haven't been around this site for very long, but have felt welcome from the very start. I appreciate all of the kind, wonderful and compassionate souls here at SaSs. Here will be my protocol timeline (all times are Eastern Standard Time)

7:00 pm- started fasting
(I really started at 4pm but had a handful of dark chocolate at 7pm)
8:00 pm- took 30ml of Milk of Magnesia with 8oz of water (I am pretty stopped up due to Suboxone)
8:30pm- 300mg Extended release Seroquel XR (Quetipine)
12:30am- 300mg Seroquel (Quetipine) instant release
4:00am - begin dry fasting. 300mg Seroquel XR (Quetipine)
6:00am- 800mg Ibuprofen 24mg Suboxone sublingual.
6:30am- 900mg of Seroquel (for anti emetic & a sleep aid)
Dissolve 30g SN in 50ml water, make 2 backup SN doses 2mg in 50ml water.
6:50am- take a Chloraseptic throat lozenge to numb mouth & mask the SN taste. It has Benzocaine in it as numbing agent.
7:00am- Drink 30g SN & hopefully CTB.

Please let me know if you think I should change anything. This is just a rough timeline.

Thank you to all the caring and understanding folks here at SaSs :)
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,896
I wish you the best and hope you get to the peace you deserve.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
I wish you all the best ❤️
 
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almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
Good luck to you, hopefully everything goes well
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
Hope you have a smooth and peaceful transition.
 
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ctb7767

Member
Dec 4, 2022
97
Hopefully it goes well. Keep us updated on here if you're able and willing.
 
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fell

bpd, cptsd, bipolar 2, trying lots of things 💞
Feb 4, 2023
50
Hello beautiful souls, It's my time to CTB with SN. I haven't been around this site for very long, but have felt welcome from the very start. I appreciate all of the kind, wonderful and compassionate souls here at SaSs. Here will be my protocol timeline (all times are Eastern Standard Time)

7:00 pm- started fasting
(I really started at 4pm but had a handful of dark chocolate at 7pm)
8:00 pm- took 30ml of Milk of Magnesia with 8oz of water (I am pretty stopped up due to Suboxone)
8:30pm- 300mg Extended release Seroquel XR (Quetipine)
12:30am- 300mg Seroquel (Quetipine) instant release
4:00am - begin dry fasting. 300mg Seroquel XR (Quetipine)
6:00am- 800mg Ibuprofen 24mg Suboxone sublingual.
6:30am- 900mg of Seroquel (for anti emetic & a sleep aid)
Dissolve 30g SN in 50ml water, make 2 backup SN doses 2mg in 50ml water.
6:50am- take a Chloraseptic throat lozenge to numb mouth & mask the SN taste. It has Benzocaine in it as numbing agent.
7:00am- Drink 30g SN & hopefully CTB.

Please let me know if you think I should change anything. This is just a rough timeline.

Thank you to all the caring and understanding folks here at SaSs :)
I just wanted to say, thank you so much for your help on my post re; seeking a PHP 💗 I am truly grateful for your words and insights. Thank you so much for helping me and I wish all the peace for you.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
I wish you peace with whatever you decide to do
 
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TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
411
I wish you a peaceful journey ❤
 
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Musketeer

Student
Jan 24, 2020
188
GL may we meet in the next world.
 
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enditplz

Student
Jan 24, 2023
187
Best of luck and I hope you find peace.
 
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Kurushii

Student
Jan 14, 2023
137
I hope things turn out just how you want them to. Wishing you peace and a smooth journey.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
450
I hope your process works out for you. See you on the other side.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
It seems you have some good medications and have thought about the best prozess. Be calm, it will work.

If you are not sure or if you have a little hope inside, dont be ashamed to step back at any point!

But I wish you eternal love and deep peace. May your transition be peaceful!
 
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Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
Eternal peace :heart:
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
Backup supposed to be 20mg instead of 2mg (perhaps typho)
Dry fasting --> you mean water fasting, you stop eating but may drink mineral, idk why people call it dry, it's definitely wet or just call it water fasting.

All your regimens are good, I think I want that numbing agent too. Peace be upon you.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,507
Hoping you find peace and love. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
641
How old are you?
 
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sigil_sara

Member
Jan 18, 2023
60
How old are you?
44
Hello beautiful souls, It's my time to CTB with SN. I haven't been around this site for very long, but have felt welcome from the very start. I appreciate all of the kind, wonderful and compassionate souls here at SaSs. Here will be my protocol timeline (all times are Eastern Standard Time)

7:00 pm- started fasting
(I really started at 4pm but had a handful of dark chocolate at 7pm)
8:00 pm- took 30ml of Milk of Magnesia with 8oz of water (I am pretty stopped up due to Suboxone)
8:30pm- 300mg Extended release Seroquel XR (Quetipine)
12:30am- 300mg Seroquel (Quetipine) instant release
4:00am - begin dry fasting. 300mg Seroquel XR (Quetipine)
6:00am- 800mg Ibuprofen 24mg Suboxone sublingual.
6:30am- 900mg of Seroquel (for anti emetic & a sleep aid)
Dissolve 30g SN in 50ml water, make 2 backup SN doses 2mg in 50ml water.
6:50am- take a Chloraseptic throat lozenge to numb mouth & mask the SN taste. It has Benzocaine in it as numbing agent.
7:00am- Drink 30g SN & hopefully CTB.

Please let me know if you think I should change anything. This is just a rough timeline.

Thank you to all the caring and understanding folks here at SaSs :)
I'm running behind and am waiting for the runs to let up.
Backup supposed to be 20mg instead of 2mg (perhaps typho)
Dry fasting --> you mean water fasting, you stop eating but may drink mineral, idk why people call it dry, it's definitely wet or just call it water fasting.

All your regimens are good, I think I want that numbing agent too. Peace be upon you.
Yes, that was a typo. You're correct about how that name of fasting can be confusing
Hopefully it goes well. Keep us updated on here if you're able and willing.
I am running behind on my time frame (I slept in & am waiting for the runs to stop)
Woke up late, still planning to CTB but taking that Milk of Magnesia last night for my constipation is finally working (almost too well) I'm waiting for the screaming shitz to stop so I don't soil myself after taking my SN
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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sigil_sara

Member
Jan 18, 2023
60

Just one Pepsi! If I drink one Pepsi would I have to start the 8 hour fast or do you think 4 hours would be sufficient.
 
Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen.
 
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blahblah123

Member
Feb 5, 2023
7
Bless your soul, stranger
 
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sigil_sara

Member
Jan 18, 2023
60
I'm such a POS I drank about 2.5 ounces of Pepsi, I am pushing CTB till around noon. Last time I had food was yesterday around 11:30am, so I know I have no food in my system (I am completely cleaned out due to the Milk of Magnesia I took)
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
382
I'm such a POS I drank about 2.5 ounces of Pepsi, I am pushing CTB till around noon. Last time I had food was yesterday around 11:30am, so I know I have no food in my system (I am completely cleaned out due to the Milk of Magnesia I took)

If you aren't ready to go just yet there is no shame in waiting. We will be here for you either way. xoxo, j
 
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enditplz

Student
Jan 24, 2023
187
I'm such a POS I drank about 2.5 ounces of Pepsi, I am pushing CTB till around noon. Last time I had food was yesterday around 11:30am, so I know I have no food in my system (I am completely cleaned out due to the Milk of Magnesia I took)
Please take your time and go when you're ready. It's okay to want to enjoy a few more things. Wishing you the best no matter what you decide.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,358
I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for, best wishes.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
We are the same age, 1978 I guess
I plan to exit by 47. This in no way means you should be like me, I just think I need more time to prepare few more things before my final. You're not POS, you're good.
 
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GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
See you on the Other Side.
 
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