5karlet
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- Feb 13, 2024
- 86
i wanna start things off by saying i'd like to say im pretty self aware. i can usually examine myself from an outside perspective and go from there but when i started popping pills i could obviously control myself i was never hooked nor felt an *itch* for them. but it's been about a year or two and now i don't necessarily need them yet but i feel like ive started wanting them more and more and my tolerance is getting higher and higher causing me to buy more and more which just gets more and more expensive and oh my god. like i used to be able to take one 10mg oxy and now im over here snorting 30s and its not hitting how it should. i mean i can take a tolerance break for a week just for me to take one and have it right back through the roof. i dont expect anyone to read this i just wanted to vent. but to anyone who did thank you and make today a good day
