It's never enough

[TimeFateLove]

I don't get it. No matter how much I try and how much effort I put into things, nothing seems to work out. I feel like I'm stuck in a loop where I try to fix my life only for things to revert back to where I started.

I'm tired of everything, I'm tired of my toxic friends, my shitty familiy who always treats me like I'm worthless, my job, my career and everything in between.

I don't know what to do, I want to ctb but I don't have any methods available. I don't have a gun, meds or tall buildings that I can access and I don't want to try a method that can fail

I'm tired man...

 

[leavingsoonx]

It's okay to be tired when you're going through so much. I feel the same as you, whatever I do it's not enough for anyone. Why bother being a good person when everyone just shits on it anyways?

Until you find a method that will for sure work I wouldn't bother. I wish you the best. At least we are in the same boat

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also feel so tired of it all, all I personally hope for is a painless way to finally cease existing with no risks of trying to die leading to way worse agony, it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just have that option. But anyway I wish you the best.