I am lucky to live near a jumping hot spot, it was not my original place, but i can't afford to wait any longer the pain is too much .
I have spent years trying to convince myself that this isn't the only way and life will get better.
8 years of trying to leave this relationship and I have never been able to get out. I honestly can't face another day.
I know at the very end I will feeling lonely , but that's how I have felt every day, I just hope that I am successful and that's the end for me because life shortly shouldn't be this sad?
Im grateful for this forum, which I have been part of for years now- even though I have ever posted much, i have always found comfort here, so thank you all :)
I have spent years trying to convince myself that this isn't the only way and life will get better.
8 years of trying to leave this relationship and I have never been able to get out. I honestly can't face another day.
I know at the very end I will feeling lonely , but that's how I have felt every day, I just hope that I am successful and that's the end for me because life shortly shouldn't be this sad?
Im grateful for this forum, which I have been part of for years now- even though I have ever posted much, i have always found comfort here, so thank you all :)
