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Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
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I'm turning 19 today. I fucking hate myself. I can't even look into a mirror anymore without being disgusted by what I see. Other people see that I'm successful and kind and a "good person". I'm a monster when no one's looking. I'm the monster under my own bed. I can't even get one person to go out and hangout with me. All I got is my blades and a tub full of energy drinks.
 
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natori

natori

Que Sera, Sera—Whatever Will Be, Will Be.
Nov 26, 2025
124
Happy birthday
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Happy Birthday 🎂
 
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Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
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Oh my, thank you guys so much for replying I didn't know anyone would even wanna read my vent but thank you so much guys! Y'all are amazing!
 
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_Vasa&Me_

_Vasa&Me_

Christian heretic, erotic fanatic, zealot of horni
Nov 27, 2025
56
Happy Birthday!!! A bit late but what the heck lol

Since this is offtopic and I can be a bit more "free" in how I can express myself, I will play the devils advocate and say that I hope it wont be ur last! Since ur just 19 you can at the very least (hopefully) put it on hold and idk… give something like post-secondary or a special hobby a try.

You mentioned not having people to hang out with, well those two options I listed will have much more like-minded individuals so who knows, maybe something will happen? Its worth giving it a try eh? What do you got to lose at this point hehe
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💗
 
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Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
59
Happy Birthday!!! A bit late but what the heck lol

Since this is offtopic and I can be a bit more "free" in how I can express myself, I will play the devils advocate and say that I hope it wont be ur last! Since ur just 19 you can at the very least (hopefully) put it on hold and idk… give something like post-secondary or a special hobby a try.

You mentioned not having people to hang out with, well those two options I listed will have much more like-minded individuals so who knows, maybe something will happen? Its worth giving it a try eh? What do you got to lose at this point hehe
Thank you so much. Not late at all. I'm hanging on my a hair for my sport. I'm finally getting some awards and accolades and that's the only reason I'm still here. I'm obsessed with golf. I crash out when I can't play lmao
 
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