Venting It’s insane how many see suicide as the worst outcome when existence causes so much suffering

[FuneralCry]

I just find it so insane how many see suicide as the worst outcome possible even know existence causes so much suffering, I find it disturbing how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as they are enslaved in this existence.
To me ceasing to exist is the ideal outcome, I'm just disgusted by how we exist in this society where the peace of an eternal and dreamless sleep is always seen as worse than having the ability to suffer in this harmful existence filled with endless risks and unlimited potential for torment.
Because of how existence causes immense harm a peaceful and guaranteed suicide should be very accessible especially as existence was imposed and it isn't like we could have ever consented to existing as a conscious being anyway. It'd be very compassionate allowing people the option to instantly escape from suffering and it's so repulsive how many humans do all they can to prolong suffering no matter what despite it all being very futile and unnecessary.

It just proves what a disgusting species humans are with their delusional worship towards this hellish existence, it's already horrifying enough that we were so selfishly forced into this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything but yet the fact that suicide isn't accepted as a valid option despite this just creates way more harm and suffering.
It's insane to me how so many are against the option of a peaceful exit despite the fact that we are all just slowly decaying and waiting to die anyway with nobody being able to suffer from not existing.

 

[SecretDissociation]

It is really horrible isn't it. I wish there was an accessible peaceful exit from this life. We just live and live, suffering either internally or from the external. Hell, even both. Why are we forced to live a "full" life even when that life isn't fulfilling? It really reminds me of Aristotle's virtue ethics wherein you don't achieve virtue if you practice moral good/wisdom if it doesn't bring you joy or pleasure. Life has no meaning if you just force someone to live it.

Humans can be so selfish because they sometimes think there is a way out like therapy or medication but sometimes there isn't. I can't believe that society would rather someone remain impoverished, in mental anguish than have them be relieved through death.

 

[Argo]

Well, the lunatics do run the asylum, so it should be no surprise. Illness and delusion are strengths in hell.

The more heavenly a reality is, the more evil is stifled and suffocated in it. The more hellish a reality is, the more evil thrives and grows and becomes distilled; becomes robust, masked.

 

[neurotic]

I just find it so insane how many see suicide as the worst outcome possible even know existence causes so much suffering, I find it disturbing how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as they are enslaved in this existence.
To me ceasing to exist is the ideal outcome, I'm just disgusted by how we exist in this society where the peace of an eternal and dreamless sleep is always seen as worse than having the ability to suffer in this harmful existence filled with endless risks and unlimited potential for torment.
Because of how existence causes immense harm a peaceful and guaranteed suicide should be very accessible especially as existence was imposed and it isn't like we could have ever consented to existing as a conscious being anyway. It'd be very compassionate allowing people the option to instantly escape from suffering and it's so repulsive how many humans do all they can to prolong suffering no matter what despite it all being very futile and unnecessary.

It just proves what a disgusting species humans are with their delusional worship towards this hellish existence, it's already horrifying enough that we were so selfishly forced into this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything but yet the fact that suicide isn't accepted as a valid option despite this just creates way more harm and suffering.
It's insane to me how so many are against the option of a peaceful exit despite the fact that we are all just slowly decaying and waiting to die anyway with nobody being able to suffer from not existing.

Your posts always resonate with me and let me know I'm not completely insane surrounded by people who don't understand. Thank you

 

[nkdvvv]

i couldn't have said it better myself. i don't understand the will to fight to live in this horrible world.

 

[worstgirl7716]

Maybe it's cynical but the longer the government can keep us alive the more money they can get out of us. If we're dead we can't work or pay bills or taxes. Thats why euthanasia isn't an option and why it's so hard to find ways to ctb in general. It sucks. Dying is release.