waistcoat
wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
- Aug 10, 2024
- 432
the writing is on the wall.
it's on the floor.
it's on the ceiling.
it was handed to me in a freshly bound library book.
it's was written everywhere,
i had just refused to read it until now.
the one thing keeping me going- as anyone whos been reading my posts will know -is my girlfriend.
but i'm a fucking idiot. because i knew it was never going to work out long term.
i knew it since the beginning, i just refused to acknowledge it.
yet, it would appear my day of reckoning is not far away.
the day i will have to face the music and have my world upheaved.
sigh. at least the delusion was comfy while it lasted.
it's on the floor.
it's on the ceiling.
it was handed to me in a freshly bound library book.
it's was written everywhere,
i had just refused to read it until now.
the one thing keeping me going- as anyone whos been reading my posts will know -is my girlfriend.
but i'm a fucking idiot. because i knew it was never going to work out long term.
i knew it since the beginning, i just refused to acknowledge it.
yet, it would appear my day of reckoning is not far away.
the day i will have to face the music and have my world upheaved.
sigh. at least the delusion was comfy while it lasted.
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It's so easy to fall into a comfortable routine with relationships even when you know it won't last.
