Venting It’s getting more and more tempting

[idksympxthy]

I just bombed my stats exam. All the hours I put into tutor sessions, note taking, cheat sheet preparing, down the drain. I have nothing to show for my efforts. I cant retake this class again I don't want to be anymore of a financial burden on my mother than I already am. I wanted to graduate and at least pay my debt off before I CTB. I've been such a waste a space for so long and I keep making things more difficult for the people I love around me. I just wanna be able to provide for my mother and my sister but I can't even pass a statistics exam. I just wanna be good enough. I don't wanna be the coward that took the easy way out and left his mom with a bunch of student debt. I want to be something of real human value. Making people happy only brings me so far when my academic skills fall short in some areas. Idk what I'm going to do if I can't raise my GPA in time for my 4th year

 

[Worndown]

School and parents appear to kill quite a few students each year.
If college does not work out as intended, look at other career paths.
We need doctors, teachers, accountants, engineers and chemists.
We also need mechanics, plumbers, electritions, carpenters, welders, machinists and truck drivers.

We need them all. Which one can you be?

 

[idksympxthy]

School and parents appear to kill quite a few students each year.
If college does not work out as intended, look at other career paths.
We need doctors, teachers, accountants, engineers and chemists.
We also need mechanics, plumbers, electritions, carpenters, welders, machinists and truck drivers.

We need them all. Which one can you be?

Post secondary School helps with most of those things. If I can't get through this, what am I good for, truly?
(Also sorry for the double post I thought my other one got deleted)

 

[Worndown]

I know this varies by country.
Having one education system that controls the entire labor force is going to leave a lot of good people wanting.
There are many talented people that cannot be successful in that traditional format.
If your education plan collapses, look at other options before exiting.

 

[idksympxthy]

I know this varies by country.
Having one education system that controls the entire labor force is going to leave a lot of good people wanting.
There are many talented people that cannot be successful in that traditional format.
If your education plan collapses, look at other options before exiting.

I wish I could fit into it though. Life would be so much more simple for me if I was just traditionally book-smart. I wouldn't let my mother down even after the largest of efforts to cram something into my head. It all feels so pointless no matter how hard I try yet I don't want to give up still. I hate it here